GENDER DIVERSITY AND AUTISM:
LITERATURE REVIEW OF TRANSGENDER / NON-BINARY AND AUTISM RESEARCH
by Lisa Macafee

​CHAPTER ONE
OVERVIEW OF THE STUDY
This is a systematic literature review on the relationship of autism and gender diversity, specifically, looking into any heightened gender ambivalence autism produces and correlations in gender diversity, intersex identities, and queer sexualities.  Living in the intersecting identities of autistic and queer / transgender results in stigma and marginalization to the individual that may be exacerbated by stigmatizing treatment from mental and physical health care providers who may not well understand the needs of this population (Hall et al., 2020). This cultural competence gap is perpetuated in part by neglecting to include the voices of transgender autistic people in research so causality may be assumed about transgender autistic people by neurotypical cisgender researchers who themselves may not understand their research subjects (Strang et al., 2019).  This literature review includes an analysis of previous research looking at autistic people and their understanding and relationships with their gender identity, sex, and sexuality to bring forward perspectives as to causality of the correlation between autism and gender non-conformity and/or queerness (Creswell, 2018).  The focus of this literature review is on gender non-conformity in autistic individuals assigned female at birth (AFAB) (Walsh et al., 2018).  Autistic women and autistic transgender people are such a small percentage of the population, their intricacies and needs in treatment often go ignored or are lumped in with other similar populations and will benefit from focused attention. 

Background of the Problem

Heightened autistic traits have been found among individuals seeking gender related treatment (up to 35%) and among those who identify as transgender or non-binary (up to 15%) (Kung, 2020; Nobili et al., 2018; Walsh et al., 2018).  Of the adult transgender population, 14% are diagnosed as autistic as compared to 0.62% of the general population and 94% of transgender autistics identify as non-binary (Walsh et al., 2018). Walsh et al. (2018) posit autistic individuals reject social conditioning to subscribe to a binary socially imposed gender system when compared to neurotypical peers who may subscribe more to the gender schema and may be more likely to suppress gender incongruence to conform.  In one study, 15% of autistic people self-reported a transgender or non-binary identity, with AFAB participants reporting transgender identities 21.6% of the time compared to those assigned male at birth (AMAB) reporting transgender identities 7.8% (Walsh et al., 2018).  Highest rates of autistic traits were found among transgender individuals AFAB (45% as compared to 30% for transgender AMAB) (Nobili et al., 2018). 

Autistic individuals who identify as transgender, non-binary, or gender non-conforming typically experience increased stressors produced from their intersecting identities, primarily difficulties communicating needs around their gender and challenges navigating the complexities of gender expression and identity (Strang et al., 2018).  Research on autism and gender diversity done without the voices of those autistic gender-diverse individuals poses problems in data analysis if information is misunderstood or misconstrued (Strang et al., 2019).  Attempts to explain the correlation between autism and gender divergence can be harmful to the population if inaccurate or further marginalizing ideas are proposed, for example, some researchers assert autistic transgender individuals may be so only due to sensory difficulties making wearing dresses more preferable for AMAB autistics, which negates their agency and identity as transgender women, attributing their gender identity purely to sensory issues (Maroney & Horne, 2022).  It is important to include the voices of those being studied in the research being done for accurate conclusions to be made (Strang et al., 2019). 

Health care providers have been seeing a higher prevalence of autistic traits among individuals seeking gender affirming care: 14% of those seeking gender affirming care were diagnosed autistic compared to an adult average of 0.62% (Walsh et al., 2018).  Autistic individuals are more likely to be transgender for many reasons, one of which being an inherent resistance to social conditioning and expected gender roles allowing for autistic individuals to disregard the binary gender system and reputation management in which many feel the need to comply (Walsh et al., 2018).  The most significant correlation of autism and gender was between AFAB autistics identifying as non-binary; only 6% of transgender autistics identified as binary men or women; it seems to be autistic individuals, especially AFAB, are more open to examining their gender identity, less likely to feel pressure to conform to gender norms, and 15% identify as non-binary / transgender compared to 3.9% of the general population (Walsh et al., 2018).

There are also elevated autistic traits in transgender people, especially those AFAB, of which; 45% of AFAB transgender people have significantly higher autistic traits than the general population as measured by the Autism Quotient (AQ) as compared to 30% of transgender people AMAB (Nobili et al., 2018).  Some research posits transgender people might score higher on the AQ because they often experience more social, health, psychological isolation, pervasive anxiety, and low self-esteem (Nobili et al., 2018).  Nobili et al. (2018) posed an “extreme male brain theory” of autism which states, autistic individuals may have been exposed to heightened levels of testosterone in utero causing a drive to systematize, to explain why autism occurs more in men than women (4:1 ratio) and why many AFAB autistics are transgender.  Another study showed 15% of transgender men and 19% of AFAB non-binary people meeting autism cut-offs rates while those AMAB did not meet significant cut-offs for autism leading researchers to theorize autistics may have more of a testosterone-influenced brain influencing those AFAB to present more masculine (Kung, 2020). 

Autism is more common among transgender individuals; about 15% of autistic individuals identify as transgender, non-binary, or gender non-conforming, much higher than the general transgender rates in the population (Maroney & Horne, 2022).  Autistic transgender people experience intersectional stigmas of ableism and cissexism including barriers to accessing health care, discrimination, and access challenges (Maroney & Horne, 2022); 58.2% of therapists said they know about examples of bias in treatment from their peers towards the queer community, only 34% of psychology graduates reported diversity education as part of their training, and LGBTQ+ clients have reported perceptions of heterosexism from therapists and dissatisfaction with their treatment (Carroll & Gilroy, 2001).  Autistic people AFAB are 1.68 times more likely to be transgender, 2.39 times more likely to be gay, and 2.33 times more likely to be bisexual when compared to non-autistic women (Pecora, 2020).  Autistic gay women reported experiencing regrettable sexual experiences 2.72 times as often and unwanted sexual behaviors 3.17 times as often as autistic heterosexual women while autistic women overall experienced unwanted sexual experiences 2.98 times more than non-autistic women (Pecora, 2020).  It is important for mental and physical health care practitioners to have accurate information on marginalized populations to be able to best support them.  It is estimated autistic AFAB people have these higher rates of adverse sexual experiences partially due to the higher rates of sexual victimization among gender diverse populations, as transgender women reported regrettable sexual experiences 4.01 times more often than cisgender women, and other causes of aversive experiences are linked to autistic people’s lessened ability to perceive red flags due to social impairment in relationships or communicate needs as well as non-autistic people (Pecora, 2020). Add to this the additional struggle women are often missed in diagnosis for autism, it is estimated the true ratio of autism in men to women is 3:1 and not 4:1 as the rate diagnosed because many diagnosing practitioners are not adept at diagnosing women; (Zener, 2019).  Autistic women diagnosed after age 18 are more likely to be diagnosed with PTSD (up to 17% of autistic women) due to trauma exposure, depression, and misdiagnosis, more have eating disorders (up to 30% of women with anorexia qualify for an autism diagnosis), and many struggle with diagnosis of borderline personality disorder, obsessive compulsive disorder, burnout, or failure to launch challenges (Zener, 2019). 

For many neurodivergent people, their identities are already seen as “queer” by mainstream society, as disability has been pathologized by medicine and religion as other and less than, which have systemic impacts on the transgender autistic community (Abrams & Abes, 2021).  According to Hall et al. (2020), LGBTQ+ autistic people experience more than double the rates of mental health concerns (78.9% versus 34.3%) and days of bad physical health per month (11.1 versus 5.1).  They smoked almost ten times more (26.3% versus 2.9%), had higher unmet health care needs (73.7% versus 43.8%), and had been refused health care more (35.7% versus 20%) when compared to their cisgender/straight autistic peers (Hall et al., 2020).  Transgender people experience heightened levels of mental health problems, notably in anxiety, depression, and self-harm; higher levels of autistic traits among transgender people may be due to chronic stress manifesting as autistic traits (Nobili et al., 2018).  Autistic gender diverse individuals are especially likely to struggle with finding and receiving appropriate health care, navigating relationships, and assess safety concerns while also trying to create affirming community due to stigma and negative experiences experienced causing hesitancy to self-advocate (Maroney & Horne, 2022).        

Problem Statement

The problem being investigated is the lack of cultural competence among mental health care providers for queer autistic people causing missed or misdiagnosis and results in inappropriate treatment causing harm to gender diverse autistic people (Hall et al., 2020).  The DSM-V defines autism strictly as the absence of neurotypicality instead of neutral statements of what is autism (Maroney & Horne, 2022).  Health disparities exist for autistic individuals who are also LGBTQ+ (Hall et al., 2020).  Misunderstanding populations or misattributing traits to them they do not identify with can cause populations harm, with decreased mental and physical health outcomes, and yet, few voices of autistic people are involved in research to help explain these concerns (Strang et al., 2019).  It is important accurate and recent research is used to determine best practices, including voices from autistic gender diverse people themselves to explain the issues as they see them, to prevent assumptions of causality based on neurotypical perspectives contributing to the existing mental health disparities (Maroney & Horne, 2022).

Purpose of the Study

The purpose of this systematic literature review is to provide a cohesive body of knowledge summarizing recent research on transgender/non-binary and autistic treatment, correlations, and issues.  This literature review includes analysis of recent research to identify how transgender and non-binary autistic people perceive gender and sexuality, how they see gender and sexuality relating to autistic traits they have, and treatment recommendations and best practices.  This review includes summaries of research in a comprehensive, culturally sensitive, and inclusive manner.  Research studies will be examined from ProQuest, EBSCOHost, Google Scholar, and PsychiatryToday databases, along with some excerpts from books and grey articles.

Research Questions

RQ1. What does research data demonstrate as to the relationship between autistic adults (especially those AFAB) and non-binary and transgender identities?
 
RQ2. How do autistic adults’ sex, gender, and gender identity differences develop?

RQ3. What mental health treatment methods and practices are recommended to best serve the transgender and non-binary autistic population?

Theoretical Framework
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Autism and gender identity will be analyzed through the theoretical lenses of queer theory and crip theory.  These theories help frame the problem of autistic transgender people being ill-treated due to ignorance, bias, or lack of understanding in the research on autistic transgender people (Creswell, 2018).  Queer theory is founded in questioning the norms of gender and sexuality enforced by society (Carroll & Gilroy, 2001).  This is especially pertinent for queer autistic people as they may not intuit the roles others expect them to take and may have less ability to identify barriers due to sexuality or gender identity and how to address them due to their autistic nature.  For many, sex, gender, and sexuality are performative acts based on the internalization of societal expectations and the individual’s situation and sexual orientation and gender identity change over time and are not pre-determined (Verma et al., 2023). 

Queer theory resists normalizing and privileging certain identities over others and encourages society to resist policing other people’s expressions outside of the commonly accepted binary identities (Verma et al., 2023).  People do not all fit conveniently into the gender binaries presented (male/female) and queer theory helps to break down some of the heteronormative structures and pressure to conform, question assumptions about gender and sexuality, focus on the systems of power that divide, and support people who identify as transgender or non-binary (Carroll & Gilroy, 2001).  According to Jones (2021), transgender people are often given more privilege and power in society if they perform a cisgender role, but this may feel inauthentic to their true self and prevent them having genuine relationships for fear of being “found out”.  Conversely, adopting a queer identity as a transgender person risks danger and abuse in the world; attaining a state of good mental health may be very difficult for some without the rejection of the binary and safe living situations (Jones, 2021).  Queer theory posits by not adhering to gender binaries, queer and transgender people disrupt systems of power contributing to others living artificially or stigmatizing roles due to fear and allowing others to question their assumptions on gender and sexuality (Jones, 2021).  Queer theory has been a political rallying cry to encourage individuals to think outside the hegemonic boxes society has construed as the only options and has encouraged people to create new ways of being that do not involve being stuck inside of binary socially prescribed attitudes and beliefs (Burns, 2021).  It is important when individuals realize the roles they have internalized to perform become restrictive or harmful, they develop a cultural flexibility allowing them to leave paradigms not serving them behind to forge a better future for themselves (Kokkos, 2022).  Queer theory emphasizes the importance of critically evaluating schemas purported to be “normal” (such as gender roles) to identify harmful elements perpetuated in order to keep certain populations in power and others minoritized (Kokkos, 2022). 

Similarly, crip theory, created by Robert McRuer in the early 2000s, was made to deconstruct ideas about disability and being disabled and focuses on how reality can be re-shaped and re-imagined to allow for other ways of being to exist in the world and avoids use of the word “normal” in favor of modalities allowing individuals to, not just survive, but flourish, while existing outside of assimilation and typicality (Kafer, 2009).  Crip theory rejects ableism (compulsory able-mindedness and able-bodiedness); ableism states bodies and minds more typical are therefore more valuable, and bodies and minds veering further from “normal” are therefore less deserving of space in the world; but disability is a naturally occurring variation in humans and all people are normal – although all people are not typical (Abrams & Abes, 2021).  For people who are disabled and queer, assimilationist ideologies will never work to build authentic paradigms of power and privilege, because the individual will always be fundamentally different from what is expected as typical. Essentially, crip theory argues while queer disabled people are constantly being displaced by society, the brightest possibilities come about in the refusal of displacement (Kafer, 2009).

Just as the word queer encompasses a variety of identities under the LGBTQ+ umbrella, the word disability also encompasses spectrums of differences and society has seemingly deemed both groups inferior to the able-bodied, neurotypical, cisgender, heterosexual person, which causes people in marginalized identities challenges (Kafer, 2009).  Autism is associated with higher rates of transgender identities and these two intersecting marginalized identities produce stigma to the individuals who live in this intersection and part of this marginalization is brought on by a biased and stigmatizing view of mental and physical health care providers who do not well understand the needs of this population (Hall et al., 2020). This is perpetuated in part by neglecting to include the voices of transgender autistic people in research and causality is often assumed about this population by neurotypical cisgender researchers who themselves may not understand this population (Strang et. al., 2019).  This literature review includes an exploration of the correlation between autism and gender non-conformity utilizing queer theory and crip theory as frameworks for alternate ways people may exist and be empowered in the world and to guide the line of inquiry away from reinforcing societal norms to attempt an honest exploration of the issues at hand (Creswell, 2018).

Definitions and Key Terms

Assigned Female at Birth (AFAB)
Transgender people who were assigned female at birth (AFAB) are often referred to as AFAB to denote which gender they were assigned before or irrespective of transition, a transgender man was typically AFAB (Nobili et al., 2018).

Assigned Male at Birth (AMAB)
Transgender people who were assigned male at birth (AMAB) are often referred to as AMAB to denote which gender they were assigned before or irrespective of transition, a transgender woman was typically AMAB (Nobili et al., 2018).

Autism or Autistic
Autism is a fundamental difference in the way people interact and communicate that includes differences in thinking, socialization, sensory processing, and communication and at times, autism is referenced to under the umbrella term of neurodiversity, which includes other neuro-minorities (Maroney, Horne, 2022).  Throughout this paper, both “individual with autism” and “autistic individual” are used interchangeably.  As a note, the autism community generally prefers identity-first language (autistic person) while the disability rights community as a whole generally prefers person-first language (person with autism) (Carroll, 2019). 

Cisgender
Cisgender described people whose gender identity matched what they were assigned at birth, for example a cisgender woman was assigned female at birth and identifies as female as an adult (Nobili et al., 2018).

Intersex
To be intersex means an individual has had a natural diverse sexual development outside of the typical male/female binary in physical sex characteristics, hormones, or chromosomes (Roen, 2019).

Queer
Queer is an umbrella term including nonnormative sexualities such as gay, bisexual, and pansexual as well as nonnormative gender identities such as transgender, non-binary, and gender fluid, among many others; queer is a way to identify many minoritized groups under one identity (Burns, 2021).

Non-Binary / Transgender / Gender Diverse / Gender Non-Conforming
Transgender is used as an umbrella term in this paper and is used to describe anyone who do not identify 100% with the gender assigned to them at birth, including transgender binary identities (transgender men and transgender women), transgender non-binary identities such as (non-binary, agender), gender diverse identities (such as third gender, gender fluid, bi-gender), and gender non-conforming individuals (Strang et al., 2019).

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Considerations in Autism Support Consultation

This paper addresses issues of consultation in autism advocacy efforts.  Included topics are challenges, strategies for support, and legal and ethics issues around neurodiversity.  I have been giving workshops for faculty and staff on how to better support autistic college students as as an autistic counselor myself.  As a note, autistic person and person with autism are used interchangeably throughout this paper.  While person-first language (person with autism) is preferred in much of the disability community, among the autism rights community, identity-first language (autistic person), is often preferred because autism is a core part of our neurology and defines who and how we are.

Background

Autism is a neurological difference that sets autistic people apart from the neurotypical population.  By common estimates, autism effects about 1 in 50 individuals (some estimates say 2.2% of the adult population!) and is characterized by social-emotional challenges in communication with neurotypical people, special interests, and rigidity of routines or habits that significantly affect their ability to function well in work, school, or their personal lives (National Institute of Mental Health, 2022).  Autistic adults face a decreased life expectancy, higher suicide risk, higher rates of comorbid conditions and mental health challenges, higher unemployment, and more financial hardship (Djela, 2021).  Autism is underdiagnosed in women and girls, those with less support needs, and adults due to differences in presentation and diagnostic criteria geared towards young boys (Murphy, Broyd, 2020).  Most autistic people are adults who do not have an intellectual disability and most autistic adults are unlikely to be diagnosed.  In one study, every participant who identified as non-binary was also autistic, implying a possible gender flexibility within autism.  Both individuals who are self-diagnosed and those who have clinical diagnosis experience similar barriers and challenges with no significant differences, implying that individuals who self-identify as autistic should be treated as such (Doherty, Neilson, O'Sullivan, Carravallah, Johnson, Cullen, Shaw, 2022).

Quality of Life Challenges

It is an unfortunate fact that autistic individuals tend to have a much lower quality of life than the typical population.  One major factor in this is a lack of inclusion in society, even more so than individuals with a physical disability.  This lack of inclusion is often perceived to be cause by others not understanding autistic people and misappropriating behaviors to meanings that are untrue.  Many autistic people feel as though they are not respected by society and the lack of understanding around autism contributes to their exclusion and perceived discrimination.  Autistic people often face increased social stressors and lack of both formal and informal support, which can lead to the increased mental health challenges experienced by autistic people.  Many autists struggle with sensory overload, a situation where the person gets overstimulated by sensory input and has a decrease in functional ability as a result.  Autists often experience barriers to accessing services because they have not been designed to accommodate to sensory needs.  (McConachie, Mason, Parr, Garland, Wilson, Rodgers, 2018).   Autistic people have a 16-30 year lower life expectancy and tend to experience barriers to health care access that contribute to lower physical and mental health when compared to the neurotypical population.  The biggest barriers for autistic people to access health care were trying to decide if their symptoms were severe enough to deserve care (72%), aversion to using the phone to make appointments (62%), feeling like the offices they contacted did not understand them (56%), and having the waiting room be an uncomfortable experience (51%) (Doherty, Neilson, O'Sullivan, … 2022).

Autistic adults face underemployment or unemployment at much higher rates than the general population and other disabled populations.  In the UK, only 16% of autistic adults are employed full-time, 32% are employed in some manner, and 77% of autistic adults are unemployed, with a majority of those desiring meaningful employment and unable to attain it.  Having meaningful employment is a key metric to qualify of life and fosters the feeling of belonging, social support, and inclusion.  Disabled people in general are paid 11% less for men and 22% less for women and are twice less likely to be in management roles.  70% of autistic adults report being bullied by someone they considered a friend, making workplace interactions more stressful.  Neurotypical people show evidence of subconscious bias when evaluating autistics, and that bias worsens when they know of their autism diagnosis (Djela, 2021). 

General Considerations

Autistic individuals benefit from having support people who understand their common challenges.  Some strategies that can help when working with autistic people is to be direct, speak clearly, and avoid open-ended questions that could lead to confusion as to what response is expected.  Autistic people often take longer to process oral language, may miss non-verbal communication cues, may be offput by people who speak very loudly, wear strong scents, or touch others in communication.  If people can be patient, decrease their perfume or cologne, not touch others without asking if this is acceptable, and speak at a clear but not too loud voice, this can help an autistic person immensely.  Autists can be very literal, so avoiding sarcasm, irony, or figures of speech can help make communication clear and effective.  Many autistic people find no use for small talk and may not respond to conversational inquiries along those lines.  Autists may also demonstrate a lack of non-verbal communication and can sometimes be described as having a flat affect, but this does not mean they are unengaged.  Often when experiencing strong emotional response, an autistic person’s face may be completely blank.  By the same token, some autistic people find it easier to focus on what is being said if they do not look at the person speaking, so it may appear as though they are not paying attention when they are doing their best to listen.  Due to missing some social cues, autistic people can sometimes be blunt or ask questions that others find inappropriate.  A calm statement can help direct the conversation elsewhere, but it helps to know that this behavior was likely not done from a manipulative or harmful intent (Cooper, Gale, Langley, Broughton, Massey, Hall, Jones, 2022).

Predictability can help an autistic person feel more comfortable and reduce unwanted stress.  Routines can be very helpful and knowing in advance what to expect can reduce anxiety.  By the same token, changes in expectations can be difficult and produce anxiety.  For appointments, it can help to let the autist know if an appointment will be running late and to ask for and provide desired accommodations such as a quiet waiting area, dimmer lights, or waiting outside to prevent overstimulation, stress, and possible shut-down of ability to process information.  If an autistic person does experience a shut-down, guide them to a quiet space in which to recover.  Some autistic people prefer online modalities when compared to face-to-face to avoid crowding and environmental concerns, it helps to offer flexibility in service delivery depending on what the individual might find most helpful. (Cooper, Gale, Langley, … 2022).

It helps when viewing autism accommodations to view autism as a disability in the same way as a physical disability.  Blaring loud music or making autistic people engage in phone conversations to access services is a similar barrier as not having a ramp for a wheelchair user because it creates an environment that autistic people cannot access without significant difficulty.  For autistic people to be supported in our society, we need to be aware of sensory sensitivities, provide alternate methods of receiving services, and be mindful of what purpose things serve.  If background music is preferred at an event, how loud does it really need to be?  Could it be turned down so that people with sensory sensitivities could still attend?  If an office has traditionally relied on phone appointment services, could they liaise with tech support to create an online booking system for students who are aversive to making phone calls?  Simple changes can be made in business practices to make environments more accessible and inclusive (Doherty, Neilson, O'Sullivan, … 2022).

Much of the current “support” for autistic individuals focuses on teaching them to look neurotypical and to mask, often at the expense of their mental health.  Autistic coping mechanisms, often called stims, are often discouraged because they may appear unusual without providing an alternate method of stress reduction, causing autistic individuals to be told to act in certain acceptable ways that are unnatural to the autist, not to act in ways that calm them, and not given any method to reduce the anxiety that often builds as a result.  There is often a catch-22 for autistic adults in disclosing their diagnosis.  On the one hand, they could request appropriate accommodations that could make their ability to function and enjoy life much better.  On the other hand, they may face discrimination from people who do not understand what autism is and have internalized negative perceptions about autistic people.  When an individual does disclose, 35% receive unfavorable discrimination or treatment.  Non-disabled individuals over-estimate their understanding and acceptance of disability, which contributes to negative treatment and invalidation of the autistic person’s needs.  Many autistic individuals mask in an attempt to appear more typical, but this ability to mask is impacted by stress and negative conditions and masking takes a toll on autistic people’s mental health (Djela, 2021).

Minor accommodations can be made that fit into a universal design framework benefiting all individuals.  For example, if our workplaces and schools can be not just aware of but accepting of different ways people present themselves and remove the self-perceived need for autistic individuals to mask, that would remove a large degree of stressors on autistic people to present as neurotypical while also welcoming people of different cultures to style their hair and wear clothes that they feel most comfortable in.  The pressure to conform harms many people from different religions, LGBTQIA2+ identities, and racial backgrounds, not just autistic people.  Specific inclusion of neurodiversity and autism into “diversity” trainings along with teaching about autism without a fear-based mentality can help advance inclusive practices (Djela, 2021).

It is often difficult to recognize undiagnosed individuals because they commonly mask their autistic traits after being rejected or disapproved of, often smiling, making consistent eye contact, and being exceedingly careful or apologetic.  Most autistic people mask, sometimes called camouflaging, to some degree unconsciously to conform to expectations, but this masking takes great effort and is exhausting.  Some factors in recognizing autism in an undiagnosed individual are recognizing co-occurring conditions of ADHD, anxiety, depression, migraine, eating disorder, PTSD, sleep apnea, gastrointestinal disorders, epilepsy, hypermobility, fibromyalgia, OCD, and autonomic dysfunction as factors that may signal autism as well.  These individuals can often recall experiences from their youth where they felt ostracized, bullied, or like they did not fit in.  Many autistic people experience challenges with executive functioning to manage daily life tasks and may be perpetually late and apologetic or rigidly early to minimize anxiety about being on time.  Individuals may be more direct than others find appropriate and may take more time to process information and need more questions answered before they feel confident moving forward with directions.  Autistic people are much more likely to identify as LGBTQIA2+ when compared to the general population, perhaps due to a lack of internalized gender roles and expectations.  It is often the case that autistic people do not experience communication barriers with other autistic people and may find communication with these people easy and intuitive, while communication with neurotypical populations are draining and overwhelming, and autistic adults may turn to drugs or alcohol to cope with this stress.  Other signals may be hyper-sensitivity to sensory stimuli such as lighting, sounds, scents, and clothing, family members with an autism or ADHD diagnosis, and pervasive fatigue, especially following social engagements.  It is important to address an autism suspicion with the individual in a sensitive and accepting manner.  For people interested in exploring more, they may take the Autism Spectrum Quotient, a 50 question online screening tool that will identify autistic traits and note if they are likely to be autistic and benefit from further analysis.  One thing many autists find helpful is in connecting with the autistic community for support and acceptance from other autistic individuals (Bradshaw, Pickett, van Driel, Brooker, Urbanowicz, 2021).

There is a correlation both in non-binary and transgender individuals having higher autistic traits and in autistic individuals being more likely to identify and gender nonconforming.  Researchers have theorized that this is due to autistic people not internalizing gender role norms, having more biological traits of the opposite sex assigned at birth, or autistic traits and sensitivities causing individuals to present in gender atypical manners, for example, boys wearing skits to avoid an uncomfortable sensation that wearing pants may cause.  Individuals who are members of multiple marginalized identities often have increased anxiety, stress, and depression compared to those who are either autistic or transgender.  The most elevated identity for autistic individuals was in identifying as non-binary.  This is theorized to be due to an autistic resistance to social conditioning, less concern for social norms, and a rejection of the binary gender dynamic (the idea that there are only two genders that are fixed at birth as determined by external genitalia).  Those autistics assigned female at birth were the most likely to identify as non-binary, which may also lend weight to cultural misogyny influencing those assigned female at birth to not want to exist as representatives of a subgroup most discriminated (Walsh, Krabbendam, Dewinter, Begeer, 2018).

Education Challenges

Autistic individual fare worse than other individuals with disabilities in post-secondary education outcomes, are less likely to live independently, were more likely to live with parents, and had the lowest percentage of friendships of all disability groups.  For those autistic adults who were living independently, there were issues of intersectionality and privilege that played into their independence as they tended to be White, need a lower level of support, and be from higher income backgrounds.  Students exiting high school in the United States are supposed to have transition planning provided to them through their school systems, but one-third of autistic students do not get a transition plan, and of those that do, only 25% of parents thought the transition plan actually helped their child.  Compound this with the fact that parents of autistic children had less expectations for their children for post-secondary education when compared to parents of children with other disabilities.  There is an unfortunate lack of evidence-based practices to support autistic students exiting high school (only 2% of autism research focuses on adult issues), leading to improvised plans that may or may not benefit the student (Ruble, McGrew, Toland, Dalrymple, Adams, Snell-Rood, 2018).

Transition planning for autistic individuals exiting high school and entering adulthood can be improved dramatically by implementing evidence-based practices and creating individualized plans for each student depending on their abilities and functional limitations.  Autistic adults can live meaningful and productive lives at whatever level of function they have available to them, with families and support professionals enabling access to this quality of life be removing barriers to education, employment, medical care, and inclusion in society.  Because each individual with autism may have varying and disparate needs, it is crucially important that transition planning for autistic adults is individualized to their specific needs and strengths.  Emerging autistic adults may need extra support to learn how to drive or use public transportation for individuals with disabilities, attend college using accommodations, acquire Medicaid, and get approved for Social Security Disability Income, but these are all things that once done, can improve quality of life substantially.  Autistic people should be involved in creation of their goals to ensure that goals are meaningful for them to attain personally.  Autistic individuals are less likely to be motivated to meet a goal that is not a personal draw for them.  While it may be more challenging to provide appropriate supports for autistic individuals, by working with the autistic person and their families, these plans can be created to enable autistic individuals to improve their quality of life (Ruble, McGrew, Toland, … 2018).

Mental and Physical Health Challenges

One area that could be immediately beneficial to autistic adults is for mental and physical health care providers and other support professionals be better trained at recognizing signs of autism.  There is a stereotypical version of autistic adults perpetrated by movies like Rain Man that give people a biased understandings of autism that presents in a one-dimensional formula not representative of a majority of autistic adults.  This misunderstanding has caused many autistic adults to miss a diagnosis, be misdiagnosed, and suffer increasingly negative mental health outcomes the longer they go undiagnosed.  Those who most often miss an autism diagnosis are women, people of color, those with high intelligence and lower support needs, and are often missed due to an ability to mask.  Whether diagnosed or not, most autistic people struggle with employment, education, relationships, finances, and physical and mental health that can be improved with accommodations and understanding of autism.  By recognizing autism in atypical presentations, support providers may be able to provide appropriate support and guide autistic adults to address the specific challenges and barriers they face with greater insight (Bradshaw, Pickett, van Driel, Brooker, Urbanowicz, 2021).

Challenges in the Prison System

One area where evidence misunderstandings of autism cause harm towards autistic individuals is in the criminal justice system.  While autistic individuals are shown to commit crimes at a comparable or lower rate to the general population, autistic individuals are overrepresented in the prison system.  This may be due to several factors.  First, autistic people are more likely to get caught, admit guilt, and plead guilty for crimes they commit, and are often less able to advocate for themselves in court.  Second, it’s possible that autistic people who do engage in criminalized activity engage in activity with more serious consequences, possibly due to increased mental health comorbidity.  Last, it may often be the case that autistic people are sentenced more harshly due to bias in the courts, and once incarcerated, a lack of autism-sensitive care while interned may extend time in the system due to infractions committed by the autistic person while imprisoned (Chester, Bunning, Tromans, Regi, Langdon, 2022).

To address inequities in the prison system, it will be beneficial to identify people with autism and, provide diagnosis services.  Autistic people in prison are much more likely to experience bullying and exploitation.  Fear of social interaction may lead to a higher level of social isolation and autists are more likely to be placed in isolation as punishment for outbursts, disobedience, or rude behavior resulting from stressors they experience.  Unpredictable changes in prison routine may cause stress.  Screening for autism and training for prison staff will benefit autistic individuals to have a more holistic and person-centered support system.  For proper care to be administered, it would be helpful for collaboration and consultation between prison staff and mental health experts to develop systems to identify incarcerated individuals who may be autistic, assess them, and provide appropriate supports to incarcerated individuals with autism (Newman, Cashin, Graham, 2019).

Training Recommendations

Voluntary and inclusive training on autism is beneficial.  Training aimed at increasing empathetic understanding can support individuals to understand the challenges faced by autistic people and support improved interpersonal communication.  When people understand why a behavior is occurring, they are often able to be more patient and offer more functional support.  People often have incomplete understanding of autism or misunderstandings about autistic behavior and why individuals experience the challenges in the way they do.  Understanding that autism is an integral part of who the person is that cannot be “cured” can help people re-frame how they approach communication with and support for autistic people.  Another aspect of training that people tend to find beneficial are case studies or examples that can humanize how autism may present in a person (Murphy, Broyd, 2020).

One of the best ways in which to influence individual mindsets to reduce bias is personal contact.  While this is difficult to do so, this is one of the main reasons that I have started speaking openly about my experiences as an autistic person.  People can intellectually understand data and evidence promoting more inclusion of individuals with a disability, but it’s understanding an individual person that can truly shift the foundational core of a person’s bias.  Highlighting autistic strengths can be a useful strategy to increase inclusion.  For example, autistic people tend to be honest to a fault, hardworking, reliable, write articulately, provide humor, camaraderie, and support, and be methodological in task completion.  While in-person networking is not a strength, autistic people tend to excel in electronic media channels and online networking.  Autistic people often approach problems with outside-the-box thinking and are innovative and creative problem-solvers while seeing the big picture, systems-level analysis in ways others do not.  If autistic individuals are employed in areas relating to their special interest, they may work with a rare devotion in their field (Djela, 2021). 

Conclusions

There is often a gap of information and interest between researchers on autism and the needs and interests of families and individuals with autism.  This gap leads to information being presented by the research community that may not be of merit to the autistic community.  In addition to this, many autistic people experience stigma from society and they and their families often experience frustration with a lack of effective supports that directly improve well-being, adaptive skills, and resiliency for autistic individuals (Gauld, Maquet, Micoulaud-Franchi, Dumas, 2022).  It is my goal as a consultant to try to bridge the gap between community needs and researchers to bring research-based strategies and supports that are functionally useful for autistic individuals and their families.

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Who Are We Anyhow?
By Lisa Macafee
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​I was talking with a co-worker who had a new grandbaby.  She was wondering what color their eyes would be, if they changed from the blue they were currently.  I bemoaned that neither of my kids got my blue eyes, at which point she looked at me and said “you have blue eyes?!” clearly inferring she did not think I had blue eyes.
 
I have thought of myself as having blue eyes all my life.  Now I’ve spent a good amount of time staring in the mirror, taking pictures of, and trying to decide what color my eyes are, because clearly, they’re not blue.  A person said so.
 
I have been thinking a lot about identities.  What makes us who we are and how we conceive of who we believe ourselves to be.  I was a blue-eyed person all my life, and now I don’t know what I am!
 
All this kerfuffle about eye color made me reflect on how much my self-concept changed when I got an autism diagnosis. 
 
It felt as though for years, I was treading water, begging the world to allow me to exist just a little longer.  Maybe if I prove myself useful to someone in need, that could justify the resources needed to continue existing.  I felt the constant need to prove myself worthy of life because I had internalized a deep sense of worthlessness from being different, without knowing why I was different.
 
I got my autism diagnosis at 37 and it was like a new lease on my identity. 
 
I believe now that I’m not worthless.  But I’m still not valid in the neurotypical world.  I am neurologically different from 98.2% of the world and will never be the same as these folks.  I am rarely accepted by these folks.  I will never fit in.  I will never be their version of “valid”.
 
Getting an autism diagnosis allowed me to understand how and why I’m different.  It allowed me to have words for the things I feel and accommodate the challenges I face.  But mostly, it allowed me to see myself as a different kind of valid and allow me to be myself.
 
Different is not bad, but we are taught that we should not be different.  We should learn to fit in.  We should learn to adapt. 
 
I spent much of my professional life trying desperately to fit into a set of rules I never understood.  You know what that got me?  People took advantage of me.  People wrote me off because I was trying too hard.  People assumed I was stupid because I was nice.  People thought I was “off”, but couldn’t place why, so tried to get me fired.
 
I think, in retrospect, that I’m more accepted by the status quo now that I’ve given up on trying to fit in and am flamboyantly myself.  I have hot pink hair in an asymmetrical bob.  I wear my combat boots to work every day.  And neurotypical folks see that and seem to think “oh, there’s Lisa, repping for queer neurodivergent folk, cool” instead of “oh, there’s Lisa, there’s something weird about them that I can’t quite place…”
 
Since I cannot adapt my neurology, I have decided that my version of valid is to dedicate my life to service, but not to justify my worth anymore, it’s to give me a purposeful life that feels rewarding and good to me.  Not for them.
 
I don’t know if I have blue eyes or not, but I do know I’m autistic, and that gives me a sense of freedom I never had by having blue eyes.

This paper discusses the unique challenges that individuals on the autism spectrum face with substance abuse disorders.  To honor autism advocacy groups, individuals with autism will be referred to mostly using identity-first language of “autistic” as opposed to person first language of “a person with autism” and for this paper, autistic includes all diagnosis that were previously under the autism spectrum disorder umbrella in the DSM-IV.  While many disabilities are separate from the core of an individual, autism is a difference in neurology, so many autistic people experience autism as part of what shapes their core.  I am a 40-year-old autistic person who received my diagnosis at age 37 after being in and out of therapy for autism-related symptoms and traumas and struggled with substance use when I was younger.  I wanted to explore the variety of reasons autistic individuals turn to substance use and what therapies and treatments are most effective for this population.

Autism and substance Abuse
Autism is a developmental disorder that includes deficits in social reciprocity, social communication, and restricted, uncompromising, or rigid interests and activities (Helverschou, Brunvold, Arnevik, 2019).  Autism in adults is a field with underdeveloped research because only recently have adults been diagnosed with autism, and clinical diagnosis are still more commonly understood to be diagnosed as children, and with a bias towards male children.  High functioning autistic people often go undiagnosed in childhood, and without treatment in adulthood, may find other ways to manage their symptoms such as substance abuse.  44% of autistic clients took more than two years in psychiatric care to receive an autism diagnosis, and it is estimated that many adult autistics are undiagnosed and underserved, leading to increased co-morbid disorders that could have been preventable (Nylander, et al., 2013).  

Diagnosis of autism is on the rise in the last 20 years.  Many attribute the increase in diagnosis to broadened diagnostic criteria and increased awareness about atypical and high-functioning autism presentation.  While no one knows the cause of autism, certain factors can lead to higher prevalence.  One such factor is opioid use of the mother during pregnancy (Feder, 2020).  Other contributing factors include heavy drinking, smoking cigarettes, or being exposed to neurotoxic chemical pollutants such as lead and mercury during pregnancy.  Autism is also highly hereditary, leading some to ask if autism is caused by substance use of the parent, or if the parent use substances because of their (un)diagnosed autism, and the autism is simply genetic?  It seems that autism is about 20% - 30% genetically predictable and environmental factors affect the neuropsychiatric development of an individual with genetic susceptibility for autism (Xi, Wu, 2021).

Approximately 0.6% of the global population struggles with substance use disorder (SUD), and individuals with conditions such as personality or affective disorders, anxiety, schizophrenia, bi-polar disorder, PTSD, and attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) are affected by SUD more than others (Helverschou, Brunvold, Arnevik, 2019).  Lifetime rates for substance-use disorder (SUD) globally range from between 10% to 20% (Kronenberg, et al., 2015).  Autistic individuals struggle with substance abuse at close to a doubled rate than their neurotypical peers with 19-30% of autistic clients in clinical settings also struggling with substance abuse.  While many autistic adults have negative attitudes towards psychoactive substances, possibly due to most being illegal, interestingly, the more autistic traits a person exhibits, the higher their risk of substance-use disorder.  It is also true that 1st degree relatives of an autistic person have a higher risk of substance-use disorder.  This suggests that there may be genetic, shared environmental, or epigenetic factors surrounding autism that lend towards substance use (Butwicka, et al., 2017). 

Between 1% - 2% of the population is autistic and autistic individuals are at risk for many secondary problems, including substance abuse.  Autistic people are up to seven times more likely to come into contact with the criminal justice system than their neurotypical peers, and the autism community has generally responded with dissatisfaction or even been traumatized from their treatment by police.  Police may in part respond to autistic individuals negatively because some autistic traits can be confused for signs of substance use or aggression including avoiding eye contact, egocentricity, social communication impairments, and dependence on routines.  Police can easily perceive a struggle to verbally respond appropriately under stress as deliberately ignoring or refusing to comply.  This difficulty in responding appropriately to the police is of course exacerbated by substance use of an autistic person.  Autistic people tend to respond most positively when approached quietly, calmly, in a non-threatening manner (Mogavero, 2018).  

There are many reasons that substance use may appeal to autistic people.  At the top of the list are decreased social anxiety and increased (self-perceived) social functioning and reducing overall tension (Butwicka, et al., 2017).  I will say that for myself, I turned to substance use because it was the only time I felt part of a social group.  If everyone was intoxicated, they were all unable to make correct social interactions and my inability to predict subtle social cues was mitigated by no one expecting complex social interactions when high or drunk.  It seemed to me that when other people were high or drunk seemed to be the time I had the easiest access to meaningful conversations and social interactions.  When sober, I found it difficult to engage with people and became much more reserved.  It took years of therapy for me to be able to comfortably interact with individuals socially sober, and even now, in new situations or with people I don’t know, I find it challenging.  Overall, individuals with autism report dissatisfaction with parts of their life that substance abuse can diminish or dull temporarily and those autistic individuals with SUD often receive ineffective care and treatment (Kronenberg, et al., 2015).

While autistic individuals who are less socially proficient may be protected from peer influences of drugs or alcohol, autistic people who are socially outgoing and with higher intelligence have higher risk of substance use disorder.  Screening for SUD during autism assessments is not standard procedure and it is likely that many high-functioning autistic people are missed for SUD upon assessment because they do not feel substance abuse pertinent to bring up when being supported for autism.  Reasons for using substances as stated by 18 college students with ASD ranged from reducing social anxiety and inhibitions to finding peace, calming down, overcoming frustrations, or forgetting problems.  Substance use is problematic when relied on long-term however, because of its effect to reduce already impaired social functioning.  While getting drunk or high may reduce social anxiety temporarily, it also reduces the ability of the autistic person to judge what behaviors are socially acceptable in the setting they are in and they may experience consequences for unintentionally violating unspoken social mores and face increased social isolation or relationships challenges as a result of substance use after the fact (Helverschou, Brunvold, Arnevik, 2019).

Assessment and treatment of primary, secondary, and co-morbid disordersDiagnosing autism and substance use disorder can be challenging because some autistic traits could be products of substance use (Helverschou, Brunvold, Arnevik, 2019).  Also difficult to navigate in substance abuse treatment is that 55% of people seeking SUD treatment also have a co-occurring psychiatric disorder.  Individuals with co-occurring disorders typically have more severe symptoms, higher relapse rates, higher risks of hospitalization and incarceration, serious infections, and unstable housing, which all contribute to greater treatment needs (Kronenberg, et al., 2015).  Additional comorbid conditions complicate the rate of substance-use disorder among autistics as well.  For example, autistic people who also have ADHD are more likely to have substance use disorder, while autistic people with intellectual disability are less likely to turn to substance use (Butwicka, et al., 2017).  Approximately 60% of autistic individuals have co-occurring psychological disorders (Nylander, et al., 2013).  The challenge for mental health providers of individuals with autism who also have SUD is that 87% of adult autistics also have a co-occurring mental illness, and often multiple diagnosis.  Each symptom needs to be addressed for effective care, and this can get overwhelming for the client and the practitioner (Houting, 2019). 

Autism in general is likely underdiagnosed in adults who missed a diagnostic window as a child in k-12 education due to their presentation being milder.  There is also a likelihood that females with autism are underdiagnosed due to diagnostic bias for males and higher masking social difficulties in females with autism.  Autistic adults who are undiagnosed with autism are at a higher risk for mental health disorders, and possibly SUD due to untreated autism.  Adults with autism have high rates of co-occurring disorders including intellectual disability, affective disorders, anxiety, and psychotic disorders, all applicable disorders will need to be taken into account for each individual to receive effective and individualized care (Nylander, et al., 2018). 

Adults who go undiagnosed often face increasing mental health problems as they cannot find the solution to why they cannot fit in, cannot understand what others imply is simple, and cannot navigate complex employment.  Undiagnosed autistics often default to the idea that they are simply bad, and there may be a lot of work to do in therapy to address and reverse these ideas (Stagg and Belcher. (2019).  It may be beneficial to screen for autism for clients with serious mental health disorders such as borderline personality disorder (BPD) as there are an often an overrepresentation of autistic traits present in clients with BPD and treating the autism symptoms separately, such as rigidity, patient-therapist communication issues, emotional understanding, executive function deficits, and difficulties relearning may be helpful for best outcome potential (Kaltenegger, Philips, Wennberg, 2020). 

One assessment tool that is free and available to the public online is the Autism-spectrum Quotient (AQ), which has been demonstrated to be effective in discerning if an individual may have enough autistic traits to warrant further exploration of a diagnosis.  This assessment relies on self-reporting, so is not as reliable as a clinical assessment.  For many in the possibly-autistic-and-exploring-options community, having a free and easy to access assessment to let them know they may be on the right track in even attempting to look into autism can be a lifeline.  The AQ can also be used by practitioners who are less familiar with autism to determine to they should refer to a developmental psychologist or autism specialist for further testing.  That being said, caution should be used when using assessments like these because many traits highlighted as autistic in the AQ could also be traits for obsessive compulsive disorder, social anxiety disorder, or ADHD (Sizoo, et al., 2009).

While ADHD has been shown to have high rates of substance abuse disorder comorbidity and autism has not shown as high rates, autism often co-occurs with ADHD.  About 28%-80% of autistic individuals also meet the diagnostic criteria or show signs of ADHD, but often will get one diagnosis or the other, and the 4th edition of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders specifically prohibited an ADHD diagnosis in addition to an autism diagnosis, therefore it is likely that many autistic individuals are underdiagnosed for ADHD and at higher risk for SUD as well.  Autistic individuals with SUD are more likely to abuse alcohol than illegal drugs because of the complex social interactions needed to secure illegal substances and the challenges that autism poses in negotiating these spaces (Kronenberg, et al., 2015). 

Recovery and resilience interventions for autistic substance abusers
There have been few research studies to find appropriate SUD treatments for autistic individuals, and traditional processes such as group therapy may be counterproductive for some autistic clients because it may create undue stress in trying to verbalize substance abuse challenges while balancing social skills deficits.  On a positive note, autistic clients may have higher levels of program completion once they decide they will enter treatment and may have greater potential for improvement because they were operating from a greater initial social deficit and theory of mind and mentalizing skills can be learned (Kaltenegger, Philips, Wennberg, 2020).  50% of clients drop out of SUD treatments before completing their programs, and autistic clients are more in need of individualized treatments.  This is partly due to the fact that autistic folks with SUD tend to have more extensive and severe needs than their neurotypical peers, often involving not only medical, psychological, and social support, but also housing, transportation, education, and legal support (Helverschou, Brunvold, Arnevik, 2019). 

Autistic women often have increased needs than autistic men as they have increased risks of mortality, incarceration, and co-morbidity.  There is a need for more research in this subgroup and how best to serve them (Olsson, Fridell, 2018).  As clinicians working with SUD in the disability community may be working with a triple or more diagnosis and the client needs can be very intense, it is especially important to work collaboratively with other professionals.  Collaboration with psychiatrists can be especially important to provide appropriate pharmaceutical interventions and ensure proper care and support around those pharmaceutical interventions.  Often times, treatments should be prioritized and the clients understanding of what each treatment is for should be scaffolded so they are able to understand and be an active participant in their treatment path (Lakhan, 2020).

One treatment method that shows promise for autistic individuals with SUD is adapted Cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT).  Adaptations in CBT for autistic people include using familiar routines and activities with structured roles between the client and therapist to maintain predictability and structure that can help reduce anxiety.  Similar to working in other sensitive groups, it can be helpful to set-up community guidelines for behavior of both client and therapist during treatment and set goals for treatment and decide on the treatment plan together.   (Helverschou, Brunvold, Arnevik, 2019).  I have used CBT for myself and autistic students and have found that it feels more tangible as a therapy option.  CBT appeals to my autistic brain to have concrete tasks and explanations why this may work and seems to have more clear response goals, which I found helpful to have.


Relapse prevention for autistic individuals and substance abuse
To prevent relapse with autistic clients, therapy needs may need to be more extended than for a typical individual in substance abuse treatment.  Therapists treating autistic people with SUD have said the therapy was more demanding than work with neurotypical SUD clients; they needed to be more structured, use more directive therapy strategies, and SUD treatment took more sessions.  Treatment needs are partially so much more demanding because many autistic clients needed education about autism itself to understand how and why their brains operate differently than those around them, education about drugs to truly understand the scientific results of specific drugs on the brain and body, assistance navigating their social contacts and pro-social coping mechanisms to use when experiencing stress, housing assistance, leisure activities support and facilitation advice, and employment support to be able to function in their professional environment without relying on substance use to self-medicate.  Some autistic clients tended to view their therapists as their friend and there was a higher-than-average emotional involvement with autistic clients that suggests a need for supervision and collaboration when working with autistic people in recovery (Helverschou, Brunvold, Arnevik, 2019). 

It is helpful for autistic clients with substance abuse disorder to be treated with integrated mental health support and substance abuse treatment instead of a fragmented separate care for each disorder.  Finding a practitioner who can work with other specialists, autism experts, and psychiatrists and collaborate on appropriate care is essential for autistic people to receive effective support (Kronenberg, et al., 2015).  Many autistic people have psychological care needs that bleed into physical care needs and care is most effective when all parties are operating with the same information.  For example, I once became very sick with serotonin syndrome because I was on an anti-depressant and took two triptan migraine pills, not realizing these prescriptions could have a drug interaction.  Clients need to be part of their therapies and feel included to prevent relapse.

Treatment for autistic individuals with SUD should focus on helping the client learn coping and socialization skills so they can live their life to the fullest potential and reduce their troubling symptoms, so they are better able to function.  Because autism affects so many areas of life that are also impacted by substance abuse, but the added issue of social impairment means that autistics often turn to substance use to help their social functioning, but substance use can have much more dramatic effects on an autistic individual because they cannot process their social interactions with the fluency of a neurotypical person, often resulting in significant support needs in mental health, financial literacy, unemployment, family and social interactions, adult living skills such as maintaining a home, activities, and sexual health support (Kronenberg, et al., 2015).

Another component to consider for autistic people with deficits in social-emotional reciprocity and communication is that motivators that seem clear to the average person may not be clear to an autistic person and they may need potential harms explained to them.  For example, an autistic youth caught for drug dealing did not immediately understand the harm that using drugs could have on minors because they did not have the ability for easy empathy and needed to have the effects described to them before they grasped the problem.  For true rehabilitation, extinction of substance use, and social integration, explicit teaching of theory of mind and mentalizing skills is necessary (Riolo, et al., 2021).

I believe that the most important components of effective care for an autistic person with substance abuse disorder are education about the exact and real functions of substance use on the brain and body, physical care support that may include prescriptions for anxiety and/or depression, which are rampant among adult autistics of normal intelligence, and especially common among adults autistic people with substance use disorder, emotional support in self-regulation and assistance in understanding social roles, expectations, and support to understand and meet these expectations, and traditional therapy of some sort to help the individual process through their experiences and find a way to feel grounded and to live a life of purpose.  My biggest problems came from not knowing I was autistic and being desperate to “be normal” and not feel the constant anxiety of hypervigilance that was my life then.  Help autistic people live their lives and help them find the meaning in their lives that allows for them to enjoy the process.

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Autistic Behaviors and Developmental, Physiological, Psychological, and Sociological Causes and Treatments​
by Lisa R. Macafee
Department of Psychology, California Southern University
PSY 8701 Physiological Psychology
Dr. Lucas
January 15, 2022
 
Behaviors of autism
While not strictly a behavioral disorder, most challenges for individuals with autism stem from managing the behaviors associated with having autism spectrum disorder (ASD). In this paper, ASD will be referred to interchangeably as autism, neurodivergent, or ASD.  Individuals with ASD will be mostly referred to as autistic in this paper instead of the person-first language of ‘person-with-autism’ more commonly used in other disability rights movement.  The autistic disability rights movement generally supports identity-first language because being autistic is core to our neurology and what makes us who we are, autism is not an accessory to who we are, it is an integral part of who we are.  I am diagnosed autistic and will incorporate my own experiences, and those of my two autistic children into this paper. 

To be diagnosed as autistic according to the DSM-V, an individual needs to have, from an early age, significant deficits in social communication and two of the following behaviors: stereotyped or repetitive behaviors, inflexibility or insistence on routines, restricted or fixated interests (called by the autistic community “special interests”), or hyper or hypo-reactivity to sensory stimulus (CDC.gov, 2002).  Core symptoms associated with autism are challenges in social communication, theory-of-mind, emotional control, cognitive function, executive function, perception, and motor control (Nabetani, Mukai, 2022). This paper will focus on the behaviors associated with an autism diagnosis and the developmental, physiological, psychological, and sociological causes, along with traditional and alternative treatments.

Developmental causes
Autism is defined as a developmental disorder.  Pre-dispositions for autism are present from birth and become more apparent as individuals develop.  Approximately 2% of the population has been diagnosed autistic and diagnosis are growing in rate due to broadened diagnostic criteria and increased awareness of differing ways autism can present.  Males are still diagnosed three to four times as often as females, but this gap is shrinking as providers are learning how autism in girls looks different, and autistic girls tend to present with more social aptitude (Weir, Allison, Ong, Baron-Cohen, 2021).  There may be a developmental factor involved in autism in where adaptive autistic traits are inherited independently, but when a threshold is crossed, these traits begin to synergize and reinforce cognitive development and neural connectivity in ways that can be socially maladaptive (Paul, Arora, Midha, Vu, Roy, Belmonte, 2021).

Research demonstrates that higher prenatal androgen exposure correlates with decreased social functioning ability.  This hypothesis explains why there are more males diagnosed with autism than females at a rate of four to one.  This ‘extreme male brain theory’ posits that prenatal exposure to testosterone at critical developmental phases leads to autism.  One metric used to assess prenatal androgen exposure is to measure the digit ratio of the index and ring fingers.  Individuals exposed to more androgen in the womb typically have longer ring fingers and are typically male, but women with autism often have longer ring fingers as well.  Other measurements of prenatal androgen include measurements of masculine traits in facial structure and umbilical cord testosterone levels.  Each metric of androgen exposure leading to higher masculine traits correlates with higher autistic traits.  Androgynous traits have also been correlated with higher rates of autistic traits as autistic females have more masculine faces, but autistic males have less masculine faces than their typical peers.  I am an autistic woman whose ring finger happens to be longer than my index finger.  I also have other masculine physical traits such as broad shoulders, and more masculine personality traits.  This research fascinates me because my friends in school always described me as like a boy with ovaries, and I have to agree!  Getting an autism diagnosis for myself explained so many of the questions I have had about why I was different from typical girls (McKenna, Huang, Vervier, Hofammann, Cafferata, Al-Momani,...  Michaelson, 2021).

Physiological causes
One of the reasons autistic people tend toward routines is that our brains are wired for rule-based systematizing.  While all people have some degree of autistic traits, the threshold for a diagnosis requires that these traits cause significant difficulty in life, and heightened levels of autistic traits scale with heightened levels of brain efficiency.  Apparently, the brains of people with impaired social responsiveness and attention orienting show a greater efficiency of brain-wide functional networks and systematizing in the medial/anterior temporal lobe.  In addition, individuals with higher traits of systematizing and difficulty in social perspective-taking (theory-of-mind) have brains with greater structural network efficiencies, mainly in the right temporoparietal junction.  This greater brain efficiency could mean that autistic minds have specialized to have greater cognitive efficiency in non-social tasks.  For example, I can research autism for hours, but have genuine anxiety about making a phone call and need to script out what to say.  Autistic brains also seem to tend towards higher bottom-up gamma mediated connectivity and reduced top-down beta mediated signaling to information flow which could underlay these autistic brain differences (Paul, Arora, Midha, Vu, Roy, Belmonte, 2021).

Autistic individuals tend to have restricted diets and have increased rates of eating disorders that can range from picky eating, anorexia, restricted food intake disorder, or bulimia.  Autistic females are particularly more likely to engage in emotional eating behaviors and autistic individuals are overrepresented in having food allergies and sensitivities.  Exercise is also challenging for some autistic individuals who may prefer screen time, aren’t as drawn by social motivation for team sports, or have motor control challenges that make playing sports less attractive.  Sleep disturbances are common in autistic youth and adults and is not explained by epilepsy or other seizure disorders.  These factors may explain why autistic individuals have increased rates of obesity and are at greater risk for chronic conditions such as type II diabetes, certain cancers, respiratory conditions, and cardiovascular conditions than their typical peers.  Statistically, autistic individuals tend to have lifespans 16-38.5 years shorter than typical expectations.  The importance of healthy diet, exercise, and sleep is underrated in much of the United States but seems particularly challenging to achieve for autistic individuals (Weir, Allison, Ong, Baron-Cohen, 2021).

Psychological causes
While autism is a developmental disorder and is part of the neurology of each individual, how each person is impacted by having autism varies dramatically.  At times, peer interactions can create cyclical patterns that entrench the autistic individual in more autistic behaviors.  For example, autistic individuals often experience social anxiety because they know they are different and want to have friends, but experience challenges in realizing these relationships.  Negative peer experiences are associated with behaviors that autistic individuals experience when under stress, as will often be the case in social settings.  For example, meltdowns are often experienced when the autistic individual cannot process more information and is being asked to engage with their environment more quickly than they are able to.  When executive function starts to shut down after decision fatigue or masking, many autistic individuals find it difficult to keep up with hygiene demands or simply forget to wear deodorant or change clothes.  As stressors mount, individuals may resort to rigid rule-keeping to maintain control over their situation.  Self-injury may occur when the world is too “loud”, there are too many stimuli, and too many things happening at once.  The difficult part of this is that the more negative peer interactions an individual experiences, the more likely they are to be stressed by social interactions, and the more likely they are to exhibit behaviors that lead to negative peer interactions!  It’s a frustrating cycle for many individuals.  It’s important to give autistic individuals tools to cope with their stressors that are more socially acceptable, such as finding socially appropriate stims (self-soothing or self-stimulating behaviors that allow the individual to manage stress) or finding ways to avoid having meltdowns in front of their peers (giving them a safe place to go and permission from teachers or supervisors to do so).  Establishing routines that incorporate hygiene demands for the day help to both manage executive function stress by having less decisions to make and ensure hygiene is followed while hopefully leaving cognitive space for flexibility with peers, if their executive function is not overtaxed (Adams, Taylor, Bishop, 2020).

Social anxiety disorder occurs at an alarming rate of 50%-70% in autistic adults and social anxiety rates correlate with social skills deficits.  Social anxiety results in intense fear of, and negative evaluation of social situations and social situation avoidance.  Experiencing difficulties with social interaction makes social interaction more anxiety-producing!  This can be a self-reinforcing cycle as avoiding social situations leads to less competence in social situations, more anxiety, and poorer performance, which results in more social anxiety.   Negative social experiences resulting from autistic behaviors increases bullying and rejection rates, while overstimulation from the senses can cause avoidant behaviors and anxiety to social situations as well.  Experiencing social anxiety can lead to more intense behaviors associated with autism and more stress (Bemmer, Boulton, Thomas, Larke, Lah, Hickie, Guastella, 2021).

If stressors are not appropriately managed, it becomes far too common for autistic individuals to experience depression and suicidal ideology.  Having an autism diagnosis is often a protective factor against suicide.  Those most at risk for suicidal thoughts and attempts are adults with a late diagnosis or no diagnosis.  From my own experience of being diagnosed autistic at the age of 37, having that diagnosis was such a relief.  It explained many of the challenges I experienced and allowed me access to others like me who have found coping strategies for the things we often struggle with.  After receiving my own diagnosis, I went back to school to work in a career field that I enjoy, instead of continuing to work in a self-punishing environment.  I allowed myself grace to care for myself and an autism diagnosis allowed me to look at myself as different instead of broken.  Women are particularly underdiagnosed as autistic, and this has a harmful effect on their health as 40.6% of all people who attempted suicide without an autism diagnosis scored above the autism diagnosis cut-off and 45% or women who meet autism diagnostic criteria but are undiagnosed have made a suicide plan. 16% of these women attempted suicide.  11% of people with depression and 15% of women with borderline personality disorder also meet diagnostic criteria for autism and those with comorbid diagnosis are the individuals most at risk for suicide.  I struggled with depression and anxiety when I was younger and wish I had learned more about autism because now I know that most of the pain and trauma I experienced was from now knowing why I was different.  If I had a developmental and neurological fact (an autism diagnosis) to explain this difference, it would have made a great impact on the challenges I experienced (Cassidy, Bradley, Cogger-Ward, Rodgers, 2021).

Sociological causes
Autism is in no small part influenced by society around us.  I have an autistic friend that states with firm belief that they are not internally disabled, only disabled by the way society expects us to react to it.  While it is true that autistic individuals experience social communication and behavior challenges, we are often extremely efficient (I will get my projects done for work even if I’m working for free), trustworthy (I will not lie or betray what I believe is correct, but don’t ask me to lie for you!), reliable (I have called work from the ER to make sure they are doing okay without me and offer to send emails from the hospital!), and cost-effective employees (see all of the above: the hard work, persistence, ethical nature, and pride that drives us).  All of that being said, a majority of autistic young adults have difficulty finding a job because we present differently to the world and employers hesitate at differences.  In the United States, much of our collective concepts of adult self-worth are built around employment, as well as many social networking and friendship opportunities (Solomon, 2020). 

For myself, I feel a great deal of confidence and self-esteem currently because I’ve worked very hard to gain full-time employment (split between two colleges, but it still counts)!  I changed careers five years ago and had difficulty finding employers to trust me with their work.  I ran into supervisors who tried to have me fired through ingenuine employee evaluations.  My assumption is that I made these traditional women uncomfortable by being a non-traditional woman and rather than live with this discomfort, they assumed that their discomfort at my difference was a signal they should listen to and attempt to have me removed.  I fought the evaluation and won, but it’s a terrifying situation to be in to be ostracized for being different.  Some maladaptive autistic behaviors are reinforced by negative experiences in school and the workforce leading to financial insecurity, which can lead to wearing clothing that is not appropriate for the workplace, unhealthy eating habits, and sleeping less due to mental health stressors.  Only 58% of autistic individuals in their 20s were employed in 2015.  These rates are below rates for individuals with learning and intellectual disabilities and those of ex-convicts.  Employers seem to be uneducated about what autism is and how it works, and fear increased costs and declining productivity, when in many cases the opposite would be true if they hired autistic individuals.  Being unemployed often results in social isolation and increased social communication deficits.  For those autistic adults who are employed, it is typically for lower wages and less hours.  In a 2018 CDC study they found that of autistic employees, 80% worked part-time and had a median income of $160 per week (the average American makes $961 per week).  Employment challenges faced by autistic individuals affect mental and physical health of autistic people.  We deserve to work and be able to support ourselves (Solomon, 2020).

Traditional and alternative treatment approaches
Behaviors associated with autism can be difficult to manage.  When autistic individuals experience stressors, it is common for executive function to be increasingly impaired and decision making to suffer.  Thus, when an autistic person is most in need of support, they are least likely to be able to secure it.  There are currently no recommended pharmacological treatments for core autism features of impaired social communication and restricted or repetitive behaviors, only recommendations for how to treat symptoms such as anxiety.  Even treatments for anxiety in autism are not well-researched as to how autistic brains respond differently than neurotypical brains and may need different types or levels of treatments (Aran, Harel, Cassuto, Polyansky, Schnapp, Wattad,… Castellanos, 2021). 

The most commonly used therapy for autism is the controversial and much maligned (in the autism community) applied behavioral analysis (ABA).  There is research on both sides pointing to both the efficacy of ABA, and its abusive factors  This is a topic best left for another paper, but please know that if you are interested in reading more on this topic, there is literature available. One additional support for autism that has been shown as effective in reducing emotional dysregulation and outbursts. and by extension, social communication, is exercise.  Autistic individuals who exercised on a regular basis were shown to have increased emotional regulatory abilities and a reduction in internal and external behavior problems such as stereotypic behaviors, need for stimming (self-stimulating or soothing behaviors), as well as general benefits of increased strength, attention, self-esteem, and self-efficacy (Tse Andy, 2020).

Modified cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT) has been used with great success for autistic individuals experiencing social anxiety.  In one example of a modified CBT session, clients come for ‘café time’ and practice social skills while building group rapport among other autistic individuals.  Social anxiety is a common component of decreased social ability that 50%-70% of autistic adults experience.  CBT can help reduce social anxiety, which reduces other core symptoms and challenging behaviors like restricted or repetitive behaviors that are often stress-induced, while increasing social motivation.  Use of modified CBT also helps improve overall mental health conditions of anxiety, depression, psychological distress, and stress.  In addition to being functional, the recipients spoke favorably about their enjoyment of the CBT process, which is in stark contrast to recipients of ABA.  Overall, increasing mental health and social acuity can reduce the severity of autism as a disability and allow autistic individuals to live more authentic and happy lives with reduced stress (Bemmer, Boulton, Thomas, Larke, Lah, Hickie, Guastella, 2021).

One of the more controversial treatment options for challenging autistic behaviors is cannabis.  Consuming cannabis can reduce hostile feelings that sometimes underlay social communication challenges and enhance interpersonal communication.  Cannabidiol or CBD does not carry the psychoactive or de-motivational characteristics of THC and is being seen increasingly as a beneficial pharmaceutical option.  CBD has also been shown to have antipsychotic, antiepileptic, and neuroprotective properties.  There are also studies showing that individuals with autism seem to have impaired function of the endocannabinoid system of the brain and that CBD may work to restore optimal function.  Research is needed comparing CBD and THC effects and find more optimal treatments for the core symptoms of autism using cannabis (Aran, Harel, Cassuto, Polyansky, Schnapp, Wattad, . . . Castellanos, 2021).

Another possibility in autism therapy could be cell therapy.  Many attempts at treating autism’s core symptoms have been found unsatisfactory.  Researchers have found a connection between aberrant microglial activity and excessive synaptic pruning resulting in less synaptic plasticity often found in autism.  Inflammation due to allergens of other chronic sources can lead to postsynaptic surplus that can also lead to autism behaviors.  With aberrant microglial function in mind, it has been found that autologous cord blood cells can have a protective effect on the impairment of microglia, inflammation, and oxidative stress that researchers have associated with the development of autism traits and use of these blood cells can prompt neurological regeneration.  Human CD34 positive cells release growth factors that affect brain derived neurotrophic factor production whose disruption is often associated with autism.  It is possible that by using these blood cells in treatment of autism, much like they can be used in treatment of those with epilepsy, cell therapies could alter microglial function and immune system responses to assist in treatment of autism (Nabetani, Mukai, 2022).

There is much yet to learn about autism in adults and research into effective treatments to improve quality of life for autistic individuals.  Many of the challenges autistic people face are stressors due to the world’s reaction to our behaviors.  Teaching autistic people how to better manage their mental health and behaviors and teaching the world at large more about autistic people is my goal.  We can all live better lives by learning more about ourselves and each other.

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This was a research paper that I got to write for my doctorate program!
 
Lisa R. Macafee
Department of Psychology, California Southern University
PSY 8700 Psychopharmacology
Dr. Trachanel Cater
October 18, 2021
 
Anxiety and Autism
​This paper analyses the psychological, neurological, biochemical, genetic, environmental and socio-cultural aspects of anxiety in autistic populations, with specific regard to psychopharmacological intervention.  The terms autistic, autism, autism spectrum disorder (ASD), and neurodivergent are used interchangeably to refer to the autistic population.  Individuals with autism often prefer identity-first language (autistic) instead of person-first language common in other disability rights movements (person with autism).

I will briefly share my own experiences with anxiety and autism.  I am a 39-year-old autistic female.  I suffered with undiagnosed serious depression and anxiety from twelve through twenty when I finally got a diagnosis of depression and later anxiety after leaving an abusive relationship.  I missed obvious signs that the relationship was troubled and exhibited magical thinking and communication deficits but am highly intelligent and have learned to mask traits that make others uncomfortable.  I started studying psychology in high school and learned how to avoid scrutiny from others.  No one in my circles ever thought I needed support because I was functioning in a state of constant alertness and anxiety to cover my behaviors.  I assumed that I had inherited a biological predilection for anxiety because everyone in my family has struggled with it.  What I now know is that we were likely generations of intelligent autistics and suffered through crippling anxiety trying to live in a world that we did not understand without getting strategies to support our needs.  I learned I was autistic after my son and daughter were diagnosed autistic and started researching autism to be able to best support my children.  It became obvious to me in researching that I was also autistic, and I sought a diagnosis.  It has been so much easier controlling my depression and anxiety with a toolkit of responses for autism and to understand why and how I am different from neurotypical individuals.

Anxiety disorders in autistic populations
Autism spectrum disorder consists of significant difficulties in communication and social interactions as well as repetitive or restrictive patterns of behavior, interests of activities.  Estimates vary, but the rate of autism is currently about 2% of the population and is growing.  For autistic individuals who are called “high-functioning” which means the individual has higher intelligence and is verbal, being aware of their own deficits and unusual behaviors very often leads to anxiety.  Intensity of anxiety in autistic individuals often seems to scale with higher intelligence as the individual tries to adapt their functioning to societal expectations.  “High functioning” autistic individuals are often able to match their performance to expectations, but at a great intellectual cost of anxiety.  They need to focus on and control every movement, analyze every word, and anticipate other people’s reactions.  Often the autistic individuals who seem to be “high functioning” are suffering immensely from the stress of masking.  As such, the term “high functioning” is reviled in the autistic communities as it is often used to deny services to individuals who are not seen as needing them as much as someone “low functioning”, an ableist and discriminatory term.  Overall, autism is a very individualized disability and needs individualized and flexible care (Wiltjer, Gentry Wilkerson, Winograd, Leetch, 2021).

Many factors contribute to the fact that autistic individuals often live with comorbid mental health challenges.  Rates of anxiety diagnosis in autistic populations vary from 11.1% in adults to 41.9% in children, much higher than the neurotypical population (Deb, Roy, Lee, Majid, Limbu, Santambrogio, . . . Bertelli, 2021).  77.7% of autistic children also have a mental health condition and 49.1% have two or more compared to 14.1% of children without autism having a mental health disorder.  Autistic individuals tend to have higher rates of mental health disorders as they get older.  It is theorized that the communication challenges that are a part of autism cause increased social isolation which can contribute to depression and anxiety.  To compound this, many high functioning individuals are not diagnosed with autism, but only with anxiety.  If anxiety is a symptom of untreated autism, which continues to go untreated because they have a diagnosis of anxiety, treatments for anxiety alone are unlikely to be sufficient to resolve the care needs for the autistic client (Villalpando, N. 2021).

Oftentimes with autism, mental health is overlooked in favor of physical care.  Mental health for children and adults with autism is especially important.  While health insurance often covers treatment and prescriptions, there is a demand for care that exceeds the supply and many autistic individuals are not able to navigate the health care system to get the care that they need, causing more anxiety and stress to their lives.  Anxiety is more commonly diagnosed in White non-Hispanic children with autism, while children of color with autism are often diagnosed with conduct disorder or ADHD when anxiety may be a more appropriate fit.  There is racial bias in those who diagnose children and White children are often treated with a more open mind to the challenges that the child experiences while children of color are given less empathy and compassion.  Hispanic children are diagnosed the least with any mental health condition, pointing to structural barriers and health care systemic bias.  Autistic individuals experience difficulty getting mental health care.  Autistic individuals who do not receive the mental health care they need are less likely to participate in sports or work and this lack of social contact becomes a self-replicating cycle wherein they become more isolated and anxious because they do not receive the services they need to function.  Anxiety is the most common diagnosis for autistic adults (Drexel university, 2021).

Etiology of anxiety in autistic populations
An autism diagnosis means that individuals experiences communication and social interaction difficulties and has restrictive or repetitive behaviors.  While no one yet knows why autism happens, it appears to be hereditary and there are certain exposures that increase the risk of autism in utero and early childhood.  These point to both genetic and epigenetic factors.  There are patterns of gene expressions and genes that are more common in people with autism (Wiltjer, Gentry Wilkerson, Winograd, Leetch, 2021).  Autistic individuals share significantly more genes from Neanderthals which has brought up interesting conversations of autistics possibly being the mixed-genetic descendants of Neanderthals.  Some Neanderthal traits carry over and autistic individuals have physically larger brains and skulls.  Commonly accepted thought is that autistic individuals have different biological necrologies than the neurotypical.  Our brains are physically different and that causes different behaviors and needs (Grandin, 2014). 

As autistic children of higher intelligence grow older and become aware of their differences from neurotypical peers, they often experience anxiety trying to mask their autistic traits and fit in.  As they get older, they often have trouble with social relationships, which causes anxiety.  Living in a neurotypical world as a high functioning autistic means constantly masking, acting, suppressing self-stimulating behaviors (called stims), which all contribute to living in a state of hyper-vigilance and high levels of anxiety.  For lower-functioning autistics, the behaviors they exhibit are direct responses to stresses that they cannot always articulate.  Are the lights too bright?  Is the desk too hard?  Is the faint hum from the refrigerator that no one else notices sounding like a helicopter in its intensity and attention focus?  Can the individual communicate any of this effectively to get their needs met?  Autistic individuals experience the world differently from neurotypical folk and will have outbursts of behaviors when their stress levels are no longer bearable or when life demands are put on them that they cannot accommodate.  If the autistic individual’s behavior causes those around them to be upset, this causes more stress and anxiety to the autistic individual who knows they are upsetting people, but often feels out of control to stop (Al-Oran, Khuan, 2021).

Another contributing factor to anxiety is the fact that autistic people generally experience more lifetime social, psychological, and physical stressors than their neurotypical peers and perceive these stressors more intensely.  Autistic adults are often less able to cope with stressors because they are more socially isolated, experience more loneliness, and have less social support.  These heightened stressors and the body’s response to them lead to worse physical and mental health.  Autistic children more frequently live in poverty and experience adverse childhood experiences.  These experiences and the social reactions received because of them can bring about chronic anxiety and hypervigilance.  Autistic people are more likely to have been bullied, experience social isolation, and to experience physical, sexual, and emotional abuse because of social naivete.  Autistic adults are more likely to un- or underemployed, have difficulty with the justice system, and experience social stigmatization.  If routines relied on to function are disrupted, this can create a spike in anxiety over what may seem inconsequential to a neurotypical individual, but for an autistic is very challenging.  Add to that the communication deficits that autistic individuals experience leading to greater social challenges and less robust social support networks that increase risk of suicide, self-harm, and psychopathology.  All these factors contribute to anxiety (Moseley, Turner-Cobb, Spahr, Shields, Slavich, 2021).

Psychopharmacology treatment
Research analysis suggests that 61.5% of autistic adults and 41.9% of autistic children use some form of psychotropic medication.  Among older generation tricyclic medications, evidence of efficacy in treating anxiety of autistic populations is lacking, and side effect management for individuals with autism may be more difficult than for neurotypical populations.  For these reasons, tricyclics are not recommended in treating autistics with anxiety.  When looking at SSRIs for use for children with autism, there has been weak research that suggests minimal benefit and increasing evidence of harm in SSRI use.  Effectiveness of use of SSRIs in autistic adults shows minimal clinical benefit, with citalopram showing the most significant benefits.  Benzodiazepines could be used for short-term treatment, but not for long-term use because of their cognitive affects and addictive quality.  Likewise, high doses of beta-blockers are not recommended due to side effects risks.  Overall, research does not condone or refute use of medications for autistic adults.  Care should be taken to weigh the possible benefits against side effects, which are often more pronounced in autistic individuals.  Providers should closely monitor any medications prescribed for benefits and side effects.  Individuals with autism are often overmedicated with minimal benefit and (Deb, Roy, Lee, et. all, 2021).

While research in treating autistic anxiety using traditional psychopharmacological methods is lacking, some researchers are looking to non-traditional methods for atypical minds.  CBD has been used increasingly among autistic populations to reduce anxiety and improve sleep, with 22% of parents and caregivers giving CBD to autistic children.  CBD use in autistic populations has been shown in clinical trials to not only reduce anxiety and improve sleep for anxious autistics, but also decrease self-harm, hyperactivity, irritability, aggressiveness, depression and cognitive impairments.  Given the limited legality of cannabis in much of the world, research is lacking and cannabis or CBD cannot be FDA approved because they are illegal at the federal level in the United States.  There are promising signs of autistic individuals becoming more independent with the use of cannabis products.  More research is needed (National organization for reform of marijuana laws, 2021).

As there have been no medications proven to to improve the lives of autistic individuals, researchers are looking into more controversial and novel approaches to find solutions.  Psylocibin “magic” mushrooms and ecstasy in micro-doses have been shown to have benefits for autistic individuals where traditional medications have failed. Psilocybin has shown positive results in sub-hallucinogenic doses to improve anxiety and cognition problems for autistic individuals and is likely to be FDA approved in 2022 or 2023.  Similarly, ecstasy or MDMA micro-dosing has shown significant improvement when autistic individuals used to reduce social anxiety and impairments in social functioning (Ponieman, 2021).

Psychotherapeutic treatment
Mental health providers for people with autism often function as a life coach.  Therapists often help an autistic person sift through the daily pressures and stresses that life brings and strategize ways to move forward that are overwhelming to an anxious autistic person.  Many autistic individuals face additional barriers in accessing mental health services due to the nature of their disability.  To reduce these barriers, it is suggested that clinicians try to reduce crowded environments, loud noise, bright lights, and long wait times or offer remote appointment services, which are often preferred for comfort and feelings of safety.  Education on autism and encouragement to respond with flexibility instead of rigid responses can reduce fear of stigma and increase participation from autistic individuals with anxiety.  Clinicians working with autistic populations need to be trauma-informed and respond with knowledge of how adverse childhood experiences common in autistic children can affect individuals with care not to re-traumatize them in treatment.  Many mental health therapies that work well in traditional populations such as cognitive behavioral therapy will often need to be adapted for use in autistic population to be functional and prevent increased anxiety to the client.  Clinicians should be aware of autism diagnostic criteria when treating seemingly non-autistic individuals with anxiety, especially women, who are underdiagnosed autistic, as anxiety is often a symptom of untreated autism.  There are autistic-specific accommodations that can be provided and strategies for self-help when the individual knows they are autistic that dramatically reduce anxiety.  Delays in identification of autism often lead to increased anxiety that is more difficult to treat (Roy, 2021). 

This paper would not be complete without discussing the debate about ABA, or applied behavioral therapy.  ABA is controversial and is generally reviled among autistic advocacy groups which describe it as dehumanizing and abusive.  I believe that elements of ABA can be utilized without maintaining the discrete trial and compliance components of the original ABA.  ABA can be used to help autistic individuals break up anxiety-producing tasks into smaller step-by-step routines and teach replacement behaviors for undesirable ones.  For ABA to be ethical, the autistic individual needs to be involved in goal creation and listened to if they experience distress in treatment.  Speech and occupational therapies are often used with autistic populations and can help reduce anxiety (Wiltjer, Gentry Wilkerson, Winograd, Leetch, 2021).

Treating anxiety in autism required multi-modal care.  For example, while increased social media use among neurotypical teens has shown greater associations with depression and anxiety, when autistic teens engage in social media, if functions to reduce their overall anxiety.  Autistic teens with anxiety appear to use social networking sites to build community, connect with friends in authentic ways, and have fun.  This suggests autistic neurology is different in many ways from their neurotypical peers.  (Lunn, Cogdon, 2021).  Social-communication challenges are one of the contributing factors in anxiety among autistic individuals and treatment should focus not only on therapeutic interventions but also on helping the autistic individual find ways to involve themselves in a sense of community.  Participating in employment or even in support groups has been shown to help autistic individuals increase their social skills and decrease their anxiety.  Assisting individuals with interpersonal challenges and teaching social skills as they navigate the work and social realms will be important for their adaptation to being more involved in the community.  Being involved in the community contributes to higher emotional intelligence, and both community involvement and emotional intelligence lead to reduced anxiety and higher quality of life.  Particular care should be made to assist autistic individuals in periods of transition, which is often one of the most stressful times of life for autistics.  Both support groups and social skills groups have been found to help autistic adults with anxiety by establishing a sense of belonging, a place where they can be understood, and see reflections similar to themselves in others to reduce alienation (Flores, Delariarte, 2021).

Autistic brain differences are not well understood.  Traditional therapeutic methods for anxiety should be considered, but one treatment that has shown effectiveness in autistic populations is exercise.  Exercise often provides autistic individuals opportunities for community engagement, to be part of a group class, competitive sport, or hobby, and gives many structured time outside in the sun.  All of these factors are especially beneficial for autistic individuals.  In many exercise environments social interactions are either minimal, structured, or conversation topics can surround the exercise instead of personal topics.  This removes much of the stress of social interactions for autistic individuals.  Some have found that exercise reduces cognitive difficulties, which makes it easier to converse with others, which reduces anxiety.  We all know that exercise is beneficial, but for autistic folks, it can be important than for others! (Conboy, 2021).

One of the more important treatment needs for autistics with anxiety is crisis response care.  Individuals need quality of care options in crisis beyond calling 911 or going to an emergency room where staff have little to no training in how to work with autistic adults.  There need to be resources that autistic adults with anxiety can utilize to deal with mental health issues where they will get appropriate care.  This is especially needed for autistic individuals of color, who are often misunderstood and experience racial bias in health care from a majority White health care team.  Cultural competence and autism education are needed in our healthcare systems for effective care. (Drexel university, 2021).

Research gaps
Much research is needed as to effective treatments of anxiety for individuals with autism, adults with autism, and women with autism (Wiltjer, Gentry Wilkerson, Winograd, Leetch, 2021).  While many autistic individuals are using psychotropic medications, little research has been conducted specifically on the use of prescriptions in autistic neurology and how they may deviate in effect from neurotypical populations.  It is likely that autistic individuals are overmedicated without gaining significant benefits.  While many SSRIs are used to treat anxiety in autistic populations, there is minimal and inconclusive research as to their efficacy.  More research is needed not only to find more effective prescription drugs to treat autistic anxiety, but also to determine why traditional medications have limited efficacy.  At this point we are left to conjecture about differing neurology requiring substantially different medical approaches, but there is not research explaining how or why (Deb, Roy, Lee, et. all, 2021).

More research is needed in treating autistic anxiety with cannabis, CBD, psylocibin, and MDMA.  Initial studies have found better responses from autistic individuals using micro-doses of these substances that have been shown from SSRIs and other FDA approved prescriptions that work well for neurotypical populations but appear to have less efficacy for autistic populations (National organization for reform of marijuana laws, 2021).
 
 
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This was a research paper that I got to write for my doctorate program!

Cognition, emotion, and motivation in gender diversity
 
Lisa R. Macafee
California Southern University
PSY 8724 Cognition, Emotion and Motivation
Dr. Debra Pearce
August 15, 2021
 
Cognition, emotion, and motivation in gender diversity
This paper discusses how cognition, emotion, and motivation affect the construction of gender.  This paper will discuss the personal, environmental, and sociocultural components involved with gender diversity.  Gender diversity includes any gender identity outside of cisgender (identifying as the gender assigned at birth).  Transgender identities, often called “trans” for short, include anyone who does not identify 100% with the gender assigned at birth and can include trans men, trans women, non-binary, gender fluid, 3rd gender, agender, gender non-conforming, and pangender identities.  Approximately 0.6% of adults and 2.7% of adolescents in the United States identify under the transgender umbrella, with younger individuals coming forward and an increasing number of non-binary individuals (Bowman, Casey, McAloon, Wootton, 2021).  Trans and gender diverse are used interchangeably in this paper.  I am writing about gender diversity because I identify as non-binary and work with the LGBTQIA+ population to provide supports for the community.

Cognition around gender
Thankfully, people are broadening their understandings of gender and are beginning to see sex and gender more broadly and less on the binary.  Cisgender heterosexual individuals have the least cognitive understanding of gender and sex as fluid or complex and tend to define more based on biological terms, while transgender and gender diverse individuals understand gender in more complex terms in sociocultural context.  Younger individuals perceive gender more as a spectrum when compared to older individuals who think more in binary terms that are explicitly tied to the sexual parts an individual possesses.  The more power and privilege a group has, the more likely they are to hold in place discriminatory systems that benefit them.  For example, White people and men are both more likely to hold essentialist beliefs about sex and gender and are more likely to attribute gendered traits to genetics.  Groups who have been disenfranchised are more likely to question the same hierarchies and critically engage with them, leading to a more nuanced understanding of the hierarchies of gender and sex.  Minoritized people are more likely to think about sex and gender in inclusive terms, such as: sex and gender may not match, gender assigned at birth may be different from gender identity, individuals may move between genders, be somewhere in between, or be no gender.  Thinking more inclusively better ensures that others are not harmed by the individual’s definitions and excluded from their conceptions and resists biological essentialism (Schudson, Beischel, van Anders, 2019).

There are many gendered expectations for those who are gender diverse that can be confusing at times.  For myself, I remember clearly being told in high school that I was a “dude with ovaries” and that I should just admit that I was a lesbian, because clearly a person assigned female at birth (AFAB) who was gender non-conforming must be gay.  The conflation of gender and sexuality is rampant both within queer communities and cisgender-straight communities.  People often see atypical gender presentations such as a feminine man or masculine woman and assume they are gay.  This assumption is sometimes accurate, but often it is not.  Gender and sexuality are not tied together, but our socialization tells us it is.  Trans individuals are expected to be straight and hyper-gendered.  Being trans and gay confuses people who do not experience the gender dysphoria present in many trans individuals pre-transition.  Many trans individuals continue to experience gender dysphoria during and after transition.  These individuals may have adopted the idea that they need to transition all the way to the opposite binary gender assigned at birth and that an in-between gender identity is somehow unintelligible.  There is pressure that to be truly trans, one must conform to society’s expectations of “male” and “female”.  To avoid criticism, individuals must adopt a cisgender mask to be palatable and not confuse others.  For trans folk, “passing” is a privilege and difficulty.  Dealing with microaggressions and aggression causes gender diverse folk to constantly question themselves; ‘Should I try to pass more to avoid harassment?’;  ‘Should I live “out” more to advocate for trans rights?’;  ‘Is it my responsibility to educate every person who misgenders me or tries to convince me I’d be happier as a cisgender person?’  Existence is an act of rebellion for many of us gender benders, and it is exhausting. (Jones, 2021).

Many trans and non-binary individuals experience some degree of gender dysphoria.  Gender dysphoria is experienced when there is an incongruence between the gender assigned at birth and the gender identity an individual holds that causes them distress.  Individuals experiencing gender dysphoria may feel uncertainty, stigma, guilt, and body dissatisfaction on their journey to living more authentically as their authentic gender instead of performing as the gender they were raised to be.  The feeling that the experience of gender a person has is wrong is often accompanied by increased levels of anxiety, depression, self-harm, and suicidality.  Many individuals are able to resolve the gender incongruence that causes distress by gender-affirming practices such as social transition, hormone blockers for adolescents, hormone therapy, and surgery.  Others may also need therapy to resolve the internalized gender issues.  When a person has been raised from infancy to be a certain gender with certain gendered personality traits and they do not feel that is an authentic way of being for them, it is often not simply a light switch to be turned on and off from one gender presentation to the other, it requires a great deal of processing to be able to exist in a  new presentation to the world from the previous indoctrinated presentation.  I have been in my gender journey for only a few years as before that I simply attempted to be what I was told I should be.  I have always known I was different from others, and a “tomboy”, but didn’t have the vocabulary to process what that might mean for me until recently (Bowman, Casey, McAloon, Wootton, 2021).

Emotion and gender
One of the emotional factors that most people who are not gender diverse don’t understand is the constant presence of fear.  Fear of being discovered, fear of sharing one’s identity with someone and being rejected for it, fear of persecution, fear of the unknown fear of oneself.  One of the most harmful fears is the fear of getting effective and appropriate medical and psychological care.  Many trans individuals navigate shame and social rejection just for living as who they are.  Seeking out mental health support often results in a gender dysphoria diagnosis and pathologisation leading to pressure to live as the gender assigned at birth or 100% the opposite gender assigned at birth instead of mental health support for the depression and anxiety that is often the result of being different.  Not enough therapists are adequately trained to work with gender diverse clients (Jones, 2021).

Many people, both gender diverse and cisgender, have a great deal of internalized cis-sexism; the unconscious belief that being cisgender is superior to being transgender.  Leading to this outcome are the heightened levels of physical, verbal, and sexual assault that transgender and gender non-conforming (TGNC) individuals experience compared to their cisgender peers.  TGNC folks also experience higher levels of mental and physical health problems and higher levels of substance abuse as a coping methos compared to their cisgender peers.  This is understandable considering the amount of minority stress and cis-normative frameworks that TGNC people experience.  When TGNC people attempt to educate those around them who microaggress against them by imposing cis-normative expectations, this often leaves the TGNC individual exhausted and anxious after being vulnerable with people who often have hostile and negative responses.  I have experienced this so many times now that instead of calling someone out in the moment, I have begun offering LGBTQIA+ Foundations trainings to faculty, staff, and students at my campuses so those who do want to be better can.  It is my intention by speaking up loudly and clearly and getting administrative and mainstream support across campus that the culture of the institutions that I work in will change enough to better support TGNC students and staff and suppress anti-trans hostility (Ehlinger, Folger, Cronce, 2021). 

Non-binary individuals often feel pressure from the LGBTQIA+ and straight communities to try to “pass” as male or female, being neither often makes people uncomfortable.  I identify as non-binary and the experience of having my very existence making people uncomfortable makes me feel anxious and pressure to conform, it is difficult not to internalize that making people uncomfortable is problematic on my part, and not their responsibility to accept more diverse people.  I am left with a sense of “otherness” that I am unable to shake, a feeling that I will never be part of any group, because I do not fit into their molds.  I realize that as a White person, I experience a greater privilege than TGNC people of color.  It becomes clear that TGNC people of color are some of the most disproportionately impacted people in the Unites States because they face cis-sexism in their cultural communities and racism in the queer communities.  The feelings of alienation and otherness from most communities leaves TGNC individuals at high risk for substance abuse and self-harm, increasingly so with added marginalized statuses such as race, ethnicity, immigration status, socio-economic status, (dis)ability, and sexual minority status (Ehlinger, Folger, Cronce, 2021).

Motivation and gender diversity
For some to get gender treatment, they must conform to binary gender stereotypes and be transgender to qualify for physical and mental health services.  This pressure to fit into a false binary existence to get care causes motivation to be hyper-masculine or hyper-feminine, which can cause its own gender dysphoria (Jones, 2021).  For individuals who are delayed in their gender and sexuality exploration and identity formation, they often experience negative mental health impacts (Hawke, Hayes, Darnay, Henderson, 2021). I am 39 years old and only started to think about my own gender four years ago when I attended a presentation that discussed a term I had not heard before, transgender and gender non-conforming (TGNC).  This identity label changed my life.  I had lived with a baseline level of anxiety and depression and lack of belonging my entire life, and this term just explained why.  While I do not identify as a female, as I was assigned at birth, neither do I identify as male.  I identify as outside of those repressive roles and cannot fathom how others truly feel safe in those identity boxes.  

The moment I decided it was okay to be atypical in my gender presentation approximately two years ago was when my confidence started to scale upwards, and my motivation increased.  I collected others involved in gender justice, organized groups, gave trainings, and started multiple services at the colleges I work at for students like me (and those not like me, but struggling with similar fears and anxieties).  I recognize the suffering in others and am more able to take action to lessen such suffering now that I have accepted myself.  It’s only been four years since I started to think about how the gender role expectations that I had tried to live inside of for my adult life were stifling and depressing.  In those four years my career has blossomed as others see drive and confidence instead of fear and nervousness.

Personal Factors
Many gender diverse individuals end up losing their positionality in their family of origin as certain members are too rigid in their beliefs or strict in whom they accept to allow a non-binary family member a proverbial seat at the table.  Gender diverse individuals often lose financial supports, familial supports, and socio-emotional supports if they dare to express themselves as who they are.  The real or perceived fear of losing these supports may cause gender diverse individuals to attempt to conform to cisgender expectations to avoid losing social and financial assets (Jones, 2021). 

There has been talk in conservative media outlets claiming that 80% of gender expansive children will grow up to be cisgender in adulthood.  The flawed research studies that promote this idea warn parents of trans children not to provide life-saving gender-affirming treatments to youth because their experience of being transgender is a phase.  There are many personal factors that account for individuals who did receive gender-affirming treatments and regret it such as a realization that they are non-binary instead of trans-binary, the cost of living out and trans was too much for the individual to bear, and discrimination, among only a few of the reasons people de-transition that are not “a phase”.  However, more recent research suggests that 96% of all trans youth continue to identify as gender diverse into adulthood.  Gender-affirming social transition such as name and pronoun change, clothing, hair, and demeanor, have shown to save lives and increase general well-being for gender diverse individuals.  Those who socially or medically transition are more likely to have personal factors of family and peer support, be White, and have a high socio-economic status (Ashley, 2021).

An additional personal factor that influences an individual’s desire to present as gender non-conforming for those assigned female at birth (AFAB) is internalized sexism.  Many AFAB individuals have internalized so much negativity and associations of weakness about femininity that they cannot stand to associate with it.  For some, to be female is to be vulnerable, more emotional, less successful, more domestic, and associated with being a caring nurturer instead of an independent provider.  These individuals may present as “butch” lesbians, trans men, or other identities.  They can bring a high degree of sexism to the queer community and discriminate against feminine lesbians, trans women, feminine gay men, and others, often their own partners (Ivey, 2017).

Environmental Influences
Environmentally speaking, there is a serious safety concern when out in society as a gender diverse person.  When someone doesn’t fit into the expected binary categories, people who are uncomfortable with non-binary genders often react with hostility.  This can range from micro-aggressions to physical assault.  I was harassed and called names daily because I did not conform to gender expectations and took to carrying a knife with me to school because I did not feel safe.  Some trans folk are told they make others uncomfortable and are barred from working with vulnerable populations such as foster youth and domestic violence survivors.  This is especially unfortunate because a high percentage of foster youth are gender non-conforming, which is often why they are in foster care in the first place (Jones, 2021). 

There is an upsetting amount of cissexism and racism in queer and trans places that further marginalizes gender diverse people of color.  Queer communities were mostly built around the work of White gay men, and many queer spaces are not as welcoming to gender minorities as they are to sexual minorities.  The racialization of trans individuals of color impacts their experiences and differentiates them from their White trans peers, often making it difficult to find communities where they feel they belong.  Being a trans individual is marginalizing and being a trans individual of color is exponentially marginalizing due to the increase in factors that may bring discrimination from different groups.  Trans people of color are some of the most marginalized people in the United States and benefit from being in environments that are actively anti-racist along with anti-cissexism and White allies that do their homework to learn about the disproportionate impacts on queer people of color (Simms, Nicolazzo, Jones, 2021).

For individuals whose gender does not conform to what they were assigned at birth, typically referred to under the transgender umbrella, the rates of PTSD are significantly higher than the general population with trans rates of PTSD between 17.5%- 45% compared to 5%-10% for the general population.  This heightened rate of PTSD is likely due to the increased risk of victimization and trauma that trans people experience living in a hostile social environment of discrimination, rejection, harassment, non-affirmation, internalized transphobia, expected rejection, and concealment.  When someone lives outside their gender expectations and they experience anti-transgender bias and non-affirmation, this is traumatizing to the individual who is not only feeling rejected and as though they don’t have a right to exist, but also because the more negativity around their gender they experience, the more they are likely to internalize transphobia and negative feelings around their gender themselves.  The more the individual has internalized transphobia, the less regulatory functions their brain is able to use to protect their self from the effects of trauma and the more severe their PTSD symptoms tend to be.  It is crucially important that trans individuals find environments that validate and celebrate their gender identity for them to reduce their internalized transphobia (Barr, Snyder, Adelson, Budge, 2021).

Sociocultural Components
Being gender diverse in a culture that only approves of the cisgender narrative creates mental stress.  The two typically accepted cultural spaces for gender diverse individuals are to put on a cisgender mask and bury their authentic gender diverse self or transition to the opposite binary gender and be accepted in some queer communities but live in a marginalized and dangerous space.  For people choosing a binary trans experience, they are often exposed to the word by their physical characteristics as transgender.  For those trans folks who are “passing” (viewed as cisgender the gender they present as), when people learn of their transgender identities, some individuals may feel as though they have been lied to, which produces agitation and resentment.  Few spaces allow for identities in between the binary gender expectations (Jones, 2021). 
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Many queer activists believe that trans folk should be “out” to the world as trans to propel the cultural acceptance of trans identities, but living publicly as a gender diverse individual brings safety risks and discrimination, exponentially so if the trans individual lives in intersecting identities of racial, socioeconomic, or (dis)ability status.  Many gender diverse individuals feel pressure to represent transgender identities in the world while at the same time negotiating their physical safety (Jones, 2021). 

Conclusion
I am completing my PsyD to provide gender-affirming therapy services to trans and gender diverse individuals.  I know from experience how frustrating it was when I asked my therapist about non-binary and she blew me off.  I know how discouraging it was when I asked my health care provider about being intersex and having her tell me that “if you were a hermaphrodite, you’d have a penis”.  Please note the two very different words used of “intersex” and “hermaphrodite” (an offensive and dated term).  The mental and physical health communities are grossly undereducated about queer issues and uncomfortable providers often come off hostile to individuals who are just trying to survive.  I know that when people feel supported and validated in their intersecting identities, they have higher senses of well-being, are more successful, and exhibit less mental health struggles.  I want to be part of the solution.

References:
Ashley, F. (2021). The clinical irrelevance of “desistance” research for transgender and gender creative youth. Psychology of Sexual Orientation and Gender Diversity. https://doi-org.csu.idm.oclc.org/10.1037/sgd0000504

Barr, S. M., Snyder, K. E., Adelson, J. L., & Budge, S. L. (2021). Posttraumatic stress in the trans community: The roles of anti-transgender bias, non-affirmation, and internalized transphobia. Psychology of Sexual Orientation and Gender Diversity. https://doi-org.csu.idm.oclc.org/10.1037/sgd0000500.supp (Supplemental)

Bowman, S. J., Casey, L. J., McAloon, J., & Wootton, B. M. (2021). Assessing gender dysphoria: A systematic review of patient-reported outcome measures. Psychology of Sexual Orientation and Gender Diversity. https://doi-org.csu.idm.oclc.org/10.1037/sgd0000486

Ehlinger, P. P., Folger, A., & Cronce, J. M. (2021). A qualitative analysis of transgender and gender nonconforming college students’ experiences of gender-based discrimination and intersections with alcohol use. Psychology of Addictive Behaviors. https://doi-org.csu.idm.oclc.org/10.1037/adb0000752

Hawke, L. D., Hayes, E., Darnay, K., & Henderson, J. (2021). Mental health among transgender and gender diverse youth: An exploration of effects during the COVID-19 pandemic. Psychology of Sexual Orientation and Gender Diversity, 8(2), 180–187. https://doi-org.csu.idm.oclc.org/10.1037/sgd0000467
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​Autistic burnout
By Lisa Macafee
 
What does autistic burnout feel like for me?  It’s different for every autistic person, so I won’t pretend mine is typical. 
 
Today is Wednesday.  I started a new job last week and now work two part-time jobs for a total of 40 hours split between them. 
 
I have been navigating new procedure (in person!), new people, have been trying to be approachable and bond with new co-workers, and perform my other job responsibilities well, be a good mom, a loving wife, a competent student, and keep the house in order.
 
This Monday, I had Locke in the car ready to take him to daycare as Ryan left with Rowan… and my car wouldn’t start.  The panic rose in my chest as I did everything I could to start the car.  Eventually, I was able to get it going, but it kept having the issue, so I called on my way to work on Tuesday to arrange to drop if off after work.
 
I dropped off the car after work Tuesday, pulled a car seat out and hauled it over to the rental agency, rented a car, put the car seat in, picked up Locke, and got home around 5pm.  Today, I took Locke to daycare, drove to work, worked (and had some delightful but intense conversations with co-workers), went home to pick up the recalled charger, took the car seat out, took the rental back, picked up my car after being fixed, but was told they forgot to order the replacement part for the recalled charger and could I stop by tomorrow to get it.  This was the third time I brought my car in for the same recall, and they are telling me to come back again. 
 
This is the moment.  Too many new things.  Too much management of feelings.  Too many physical tasks. 
 
I immediately wanted to cry, which I felt the need to furiously repress, because I have internalized that I can’t show weakness.  Without an ability to vent the frustration, I get hot with anger, which I also repress, because I’ve internalized that angry women are hysterical and not to be taken seriously.
 
My brain just skids out like the tires losing traction on the road.  My speech drops to monosyllabic responses, my affect goes flat, and my body gets shaky and uncoordinated.  It feels like there are a swarm of bees in my head that I can’t hear through or think around.  I often feel unsafe to drive in these situations.  I get a plummeting sadness. 
 
Then I go pick up Rowan and put on my “mom” face.  Put the car seat back in.  Be happy, kind, loving.  Then Locke is having his own autistic burnout because he has been in daycare longer than normal and his routines are out of whack and he is screaming, kicking, and crying at us.  I get it, kid, I get it.
 
It takes everything I have to be calm.  To not react with anger.  To hold him in his anger and let him express it so he can feel better. 
 
Put the kids to bed.  Be so mentally and physically exhausted that all I can do is this and then sleep.  When I get to this place, I do not feel able to speak about anything, but I feel a compelling need to write it out.  So here we are. 
 
As Nicholas Cage said, “OH, NO, NOT THE BEES! NOT THE BEES! AAAAAHHHHH!”

​Things have become a little weird this summer.  I’ve had a fibromyalgia flare since mid-June that has gotten better and worse, but has generally made itself part of my life.  I’m trying to be chill and accept what life throws at me with good temper, but (not gonna lie), it’s been hard to be gracious.
 
I am very lucky that I have amazing people in my life who make this not as bad as it could be.  My husband, Ryan, has been THE BEST.  He’s encouraged me to use a wheelchair when I’m too weak to use the walker or when using the walker would wipe me out, and happily pushes me around.  A bonus is that one kid almost always sits in my lap when I’m in the wheelchair, and that takes the sting out of it.
 
I don’t like it though. 
 
I don’t like that I’m physically used up for the day after taking a shower and making breakfast. 
 
The really annoying part is that I can do more, but if I do, I’m borrowing spoons from the future.  If you haven’t read The Spoon Theory by Christine Miserandino, she does a great job of describing what it’s like to have a limited amount of actionable items (spoons) to be able to do each day and how we need to make choices that others would never think about because they have more spoons than they typically need in a day.
 
We are all on Summer break (I’m the only one working part-time), and if I want to participate in activities with my kids, I need to take a walker or wheelchair.  If I don’t take a mobility aid, the amount of standing and walking required for even a small outing takes the energy out of me and I’ll need to spend the next day laying in bed.  Which I’ve done a lot of, because I keep thinking it will be fine and doing more than I should.
 
The silver lining is that I’ve been reading a lot of novels and I’m way ahead in my PsyD class, so that when I start my new job (!) at Santa Ana College in one more week, I have some grace time for my assignments in school.  Being able to work on my PsyD at my own pace (while sitting) makes me feel competent.  I have a hard time not being productive, depression tends to kick in, so my PsyD program and working remotely have been good for me.
 
Fibromyalgia flares are exacerbated by stress.  Basically, something happened that put our fight or flight response into overdrive and we can’t shut it off, and our bodies run themselves down.  Too much hypervigilance = bone weary fatigue, muscle pain, headaches, and other (not) funs.
 
I’ve been coordinating the development of LGBTQIA+ stuff at Fullerton College and just navigating that emotionally charged workplace (remotely) has left me wiped out for days. 
 
Physical, emotional, or intellectual stress takes me down.
 
Did I mention that I’m starting a new job?  On campus?  In a week, I’ll be working for Fullerton College remotely for half the week and Santa Ana College (SAC) on campus as their career center coordinator for half the week. 
 
I’ll be working a full-time schedule again and my job at SAC will be something I’ve never done before… like last semester, the semester before that, and the semester before that. 
 
I like learning new things, but I’m not sure I can handle the stress of driving to SAC (about 45 minutes each way), walking across campus, and facing a whole new group of people and job responsibilities.
 
I want to be a good parent to my babies.  I want to be a good partner to my spouse.  I want to enrich myself with the PsyD, and be competent, and do good things at the colleges I work for. 
 
I want to be independent and I worry at how my mobility aids will be perceived by people at work.  I know that it’s illegal to discriminate against people for having a disability, but that doesn’t mean people don’t do it.  I don’t know what this means for me, and I guess the bottom line is that I find this scary.
 
Let’s keep on keeping on.

Happy Autistic Pride Day!
By Lisa Macafee
 
You might be wondering what there is to be proud about in being autistic and I would have wondered the same thing before I fell into an autism research pit a few years ago.  Today, I can legit say that I’m proud to be autistic.
 
I have found that my compulsion to tell the truth is shared by many of my neurodiverse fam.  I *can* lie, but I will be really upset about it and almost always tell the truth.  I do not understand the functional purpose of lying and dislike it when others lie.
 
Autistic folk will rarely say one thing and do another (unless we forgot).  We are typically open and what you see is what you get.  You don’t have to worry about our hidden inner narratives about you or two-facedness, because typically we don’t do that.  
 
We can hyper-focus on the things that interest us to the point where we work non-stop and might forget to eat, drink, or use the bathroom!  We get shit done!  At least when it’s related to our interests.  Our special interests lend towards our becoming experts on the things we are passionate about. 
 
Granted, being an expert in sub-tropical fruit trees for Southern California isn’t a skill that a lot of people care about, but I’m proud of my sustainable agriculture skills!  My passions for equity are a little more marketable, lol.
 
Many of us see patterns.  Instead of seeing loose unrelated data points, I weave the data into a story and find causal factors for the inequities around me.  This is useful in my work for LGBTQIA+ support!
 
Speaking of queer stuff, it’s fitting that Autistic Pride Day is June 18th, right in the middle of LGBTQIA+ Pride month!  Autistics are much more likely than neurotypical folks to be queer.  The numbers vary based on what research you read, but we’re three to seven times more likely to be queer (especially on the gender side)!
 
Autism is strange in the way it affects my ability to understand myself, I teach about gender and sexuality, but don’t understand my own.  I thought everyone had this internal blindness until I started talking more with other queer folk who have clear ideas of their gender and the bodies they are attracted to.  Who knew? 
 
I identify as autigender (someone whose autism heavily affects the way they view their own gender), non-binary (someone who doesn’t feel completely masculine or feminine), and demisexual (someone who is attracted to personality, not body types).
 
Every autistic person experiences their reality a bit differently, but we tend to be more openminded about differences and less likely to judge.  If you tell us about your struggles (key point – don’t assume we’ll pick up on it – you have to tell us), many of us are very empathetic.  We understand stigmatization, othering, and suffering and often want to help others who experience these negative feelings.
 
We think differently because our brains are different.  We approach problems differently and often come up with creative solutions to problems.
 
We often have sensory sensitivities that can help us create visual and sensory pleasing environments for others because we pay attention to the little things (because they can drive us crazy) that others don’t notice but make a subtle difference in mood.
 
Some people call us blunt or rude (which can be true!), but I appreciate the lack of bullshit you typically find with autistic folk.  We will often speak up when we feel something is wrong and will often defend others against abusive authority or bullies.  We question norms and traditions that don’t serve people’s best interests because “the way things are done” has never been a compelling reason to do thing for most of us.  I need logic and data to convince me something is right.
 
Our own struggles have often made it harder for us to function in the typical life, so we have learned to be tenacious.  We have learned determination because we had to.
 
If you have an autistic friend, co-worker, or family member, we tend to be truthful, loyal, and committed to the things we believe in (including you).
 
Autistic folk are awesome.
 
Happy Autistic Pride Day.